TESSA

　　I sat down by the window side with a crop top and shorts which shows that I just finished working out.

　　All of a sudden, the past I've erased from my memories came over me like a Dawn.

　　Flashback

　　"I don't think it's a good idea to eat ice cream after working out!" I hummed softly to my dazzling boyfriend.

　　" And who told you that?? It's what I want for you and you must eat it else I'll be mad at you!" He scolded and I slide into his arms.

　　" Feed me!" I look sideways trying to get his attention.

　　" Say it in a more sexy way" he requested and licked his lips like he was expecting more.

　　" Feed me the ice cream sweetheart!" I announced and winked sexily.

　　" You won't end me!" He kissed my cheeks and I giggled at his touch.

　　3 days later

　　"I'll make sure you work at the best company, just don't go pleased!" He was almost going on his knees and my heart shattered into pieces.

　　" I don't want to succeed through you, I want to make my achievement. I don't want to be a lady that depends on a man!!" I half yelled trying to state my reasons.

　　" I love you more than anything in the world and you're going to leave me just for a scholarship??" He growls and he was starting to get angry.

　　" I love you more and you know that too, there's video call and internet we'll talk every single day. You know I can't go a day without you!" I tried to hold him but he jerks my hands off him.

　　" I don't want such a relationship, it's either you choose me or the scholarship!" He said with an emotionless face.

　　"Let's break up!" Tears rolled down my cheeks as these were the hardest words that could ever come out of my mouth.

　　"Te…"

　　"I mean it, I know what lies in front of me. If you cannot cope with being 3 years apart then I don't want to have anything to do with you again!" I turned to leave hoping he would grab me or stop me from going.

　　I prayed he would but he didn't!

　　If only he came at the last moment then I'll put everything aside and believe in him.

　　Flashback ended

　　"Why the heck I'm I suddenly thinking about him?? " I wiped off the tears on my face.

　　" That's because you're going back to the same place!" Mira added but it wasn't it, maybe I just miss him.

　　" You might be wrong, I think I just m.."

　　"Don't let that word come out of your mouth, you don't even have the right to miss him!!" She yelled at me and for a moment, I thought she was taking this far than expected.

　　" I miss him is the only thing I said, I didn't say I want him back" I explained.

　　"Why would you even want someone you abandon again?? He's probably married with a kid already!" Her words broke me but I didn't let it show on my face.

　　"When are we leaving for the airport?" I ask trying to change the topic.

　　"You know you should win an award for being great at changing topics?" She looked at me in awe bewilderment.

　　" Cut it, I got better things to do than thinking!" I snarled at her and she scoffed.

　　" Why scoffing??" I raised my eyebrows.

　　" Nothing, Nothing at all!" She is suspicious.

　　" I think it'll be better if we could start going right now?" She suggested and I nodded in agreement.

　　" I'll change and come back in 5 minutes, have them pack out our luggage!" I ordered and walked into my room.

　　ROMAN

　　" Why are we here?" I asked Jayden who seems to be enjoying the mood in here.

　　" What does it looks like they're doing here, stop asking such obvious questions and find a thick girl to spend a night with!" He smirks and walked away.

　　I grabbed him by the collar whilst pushing him against the wall as he almost succeeds in provoking me this evening.

　　"Find me those girls you mentioned!" I sigh deeply hoping my decision won't fire back.

　　A few seconds later, he was back with two beautiful girls who seemed pretty only because of the heavy makeup.

　　I prefer natural girls to these make-up supporters!

　　" Let's make your night!" One of them whispered into my ears and I could feel her hot breath in the hollow of my ears.

　　" Are you sure you can?" I wanted to be a bad boy even if it was just for a night which I'm not sure I would be able to do.

　　" Of course, you want doggy style? Any style just names it I'll give you!" She smiled sexily and I was tempted to stand her up.

　　" Roman!" Jayden calls back and I beckoned for him to come over instead.

　　" What's it now?" It was as if my drink has been spiked as I kinda feel tipsy.

　　" I hope you don't regret this, I'm only doing this for your sake!" I didn't hear a single word of his clearly as I grabbed the girl by her waist and walked past the crowds.

　　"Kiss me " I commanded and she smashes her lips on mine, I didn't wait a sec as I kissed her with passion.

　　She kept pushing herself closer to me and I couldn't help but want more than just kissing and I brought my arm to raise her top, the most beautiful scenery in my life flashed past me.

　　" It's ticklish" My Tessa squeal like a baby as I was about to pull off her short gown.

　　"Let's leave this, I want to touch you when you're ready. I want to make your first time the best a lady could experience" I pull myself together and carried her to my side.

　　" I don't want to but if it's for you then it's okay" She smiled making me want to kiss her without stopping.

　　" Another time will come!" I rubbed her nose and walked into the bathroom.

　　"Get off me!" I shouted at the lady after realizing what I've gotten myself into.

　　I wanted to do this without thinks of her! Why must I think of her??

　　Why?????

　　I got angry and smashed anything smashable in the hotel room as I was out of control.

　　" Roman!!"