It was raining hard and here I was stunned looking at the man I thought loved me. He was happily staring at the woman in front of him now, I just laughed as I looked at them both. I thought you loved me? Damn! Eh why are you giving like this?
I quickly wiped away my tears, I will remember this day. I'm so upset. Why does the person who is serious go to the person who is a cheater? Do I deserve to be fooled like this? I just left that place and maybe I'll go away first. I'll go as far as I can. Because I don't think anyone will take me seriously.
I was just walking around without realizing that my foot was taking me to the bridge, why? Maybe it was signed just to commit suicide? I just kept walking as if I had no idea what was going to happen. I'm stepping on when someone who suddenly pulls me, fuck!
"What? Let me go! I want to die! "
"Are you stupid? If you are planning to commit suicide make sure no one is around you! Maybe I'm the one to blame for your death! " What? So he won't really stop me? Who is this idiot? Damn!
"Ah so you're not really going to stop me? Why did you come here? Can it be there on the other side? You also interfere with what I do."
"Wait, what is your trip and do you want to die? Don't you think that many people want to live, they are fighting for their lives and then you?" he looked at me from head to toe.
"What are you talking about? You don't care! " I shouted at him
"I don't really care who you are, but I hope before you do that, think about it. Is it worth the person who will cause you to commit suicide?" I stared at him as he said that. He has a point, is it worth it for me to commit suicide because of love? "That's what you always think before you end your life."
For some unknown reason, my tears started dripping, it's shit! I wiped away my tears and stared at him.
"We only live once, and I don't want to live." I looked at him as he laughed.
"You know? The person you love didn't say anything right to you," he took a deep breath and looked at me. "We only die once, we live everyday. So do everything you want every day to be happy. The person not worth it, not worth it. So give yourself a someone who is worth it and you will grow." I looked at him.
He's right, why did I just now realize all of this? I saw him snatch something from his pocket and he took out his handkerchief.
"Go home, your family love you. Hopefully when we meet again, you're okay. And if you want to talk? Here, "he handed me a paper. "Just email me, I'll listen." he smiled and handed it to me.
After he handed it to me he walked away, I just looked at him as he walked. In her dress she looks poor. But with his complexion and posture, you can mistake him for the son of a billionaire. For no apparent reason I just smiled, he was right. Is the person I will waste my life worth? Of course not! Maybe when I die that man will be even happier! Thickness of his face fool me after I do everything to him? Can he cheat on me because I can't give him what he wants? He was only chasing my body. Damn!
I didn"t notice that I was already walking away from that bridge, as I was walking I looked at the paper that said: jsnlpz.2619@gmail.com
Hmmm, in case I feel sad again, maybe you will be my first choice, at an unexpected time I had a guardian angel. I hope we meet again.
While walking I caught a glimpse of the coffee shop I passed, I went in and there and ordered the coffee that calmed me down. It"s a caramelo coffee. I sat down immediately after I ordered and I just looked at the reflection of my face in the mirror, it wasn't you, I changed a lot from what that man did.
His courage to deceive me, I did everything but why did he give in return like this? I slowly sipped the coffee I bought, the man before was right, I shouldn't waste my life on the wrong person. I deserve much better. I immediately took my cellphone and I thought it was just that man's message, where did the thickness of that man's face get?
"Babe where are you?"
"Babe, I'm worried, where are you?"
"I love you, Babe."
I want to laugh at the messages of this idiot, I immediately sent him the photos I took earlier while he was hugging his woman, his face was too thick to fool me after I did everything for him.
"Babe, I'm sorry but I don't need a cheater in my life. Where did I go wrong? Is it because I can't give you what you want so you just look for someone else? Then you deserve that. But you don't deserve me."
After I sent him those words, then the photos of him with his woman followed. They are so shameless, I will fix myself for the right person. Not for the wrong person! When I finished my coffee, I left the coffee shop and maybe I'll just go home first, I want to rest. I want to rest my whole being. Because I'm so tired.
I'm on my way home and it was fast so I got home right away. When I got home, I went straight to my room and lay down. Fuck! What am I missing? Why is it like this? Why is it like this that I always receive in return. I looked at myself in the mirror and removed the dress I was wearing. I'm sexy, I'm beautiful but why? Why is it like this? If you don't like me, it's okay but you'll regret what you did to me.
I picked up my laptop and opened it, yes I was just naked while in my room. There was no one else so it was okay, I fiddled with my laptop and went to a site. It's a dark site, yes. I'm virgin but I'm wild. Why did I even think of committing suicide before when no one has even tasted my body?
I took my mask and immediately put it on, I quickly opened the camera and I immediately saw a man masterbating in front of me. He can only see my chest but he seems to be going crazy, yes this is one of my jobs especially at dawn. Maybe I'm just having fun. But I am afraid of commitment. Fear when in person, and this is my dark secret.
I stood up slightly so that he could see my breast better and it seems that the man you are calling me now wants to enter the computer. He immediately sent me $500 which made me smile. In return I touched my breast while squeezing it and biting my lip. I saw him masterbate quickly and when I saw he was about to come out I turned off the computer. Tsk! My work is done, he only paid $ 500 is he crazy.
It would have been okay if he had paid more and I would have shown him my vagina. While scrolling I received a message, hmm we smell money again ah. I adjusted myself and looked at the message I had received.
"Open the camera and let's have a fan. $1,000."
Fuck! Is it serious? I immediately click the accept and I quickly adjusted myself and if you really look at it. Suddenly there was a brownout and the light came back on immediately, I was restarting my laptop when I felt someone touch my thigh, I froze but someone immediately covered my mouth.
"$ 1,000 let me fuck you."
In my life, I think my heart is beating so fast now. Damn! Who is this and why did he enter my house ?! I immediately pulled away but his grip tightened.
"Don't make any noise, it's only a matter of time."
I felt something pierce my shoulder which made me even more nervous. Damn! Why can't I move.
"Please, leave now." but he didn't listen to me, he quickly pushed me causing me to gasp.
"You accept the invitation, so this is the exchange. Let me, you have $ 1,000 with me every day because I'm going to come here every night." it was as if I was softened by what he said. "Click this red botton, so this is the start." fuck! I was overwhelmed when he said that. He also immediately took out a bundle of money and threw it up and poured it down like rain. I immediately pressed the botton and pulled him away.
For no apparent reason I was taken away, and yes I'm giving myself now to the mysterious man in my room right now. The surroundings are dark and I can only see a little light now but I can see his strong body.
He quickly pulled my hair and kissed me, but I was just as shocked when he pushed me and spread my thighs. I moaned when he suddenly dipped his face in there and I could feel him spitting into the hole of my womanhood. This is my first and I look like I"m going crazy with relish.
"F-Fuck, more pleaseee." I begged him to eat more of my vagina. And that's how he did it, he did it for almost five minutes and I almost went crazy, I was weak and trembling but it was so delicious.
I was sweaty and weak but I felt him lift me up and put me on his thigh with a spread. His penis rubs against mine causing me to bite my lip and moan softly.
He started kissing me on the neck he immediately sucked my two breasts when he got here. Damn! This is how delicious it is to have sex. I pushed him even deeper into my chest and fed my chest even more, I could feel him rubbing his penis against me faster and I felt like he wanted to enter it.
"Please, fuck me." I whispered to him and that's how I wanted him to lift me and insert his penis directly into me. My eyes almost glazed over at him.
But it was so painful, I could almost cling to his back but he accelerated even more I felt something dripping from my vagina, I barely peeked and I saw the blood. He kissed my neck and chest again while moving quickly. I'm weak and I feel like I'm going to die from too much pain and pleasure. He laid me down and raised my leg even more. It hurts but I want him to speed up and put more pressure on his penis on me. But he seemed to read my mind and immediately did what I said.
Nothing else could be heard in the whole room but the two of us moaning, the way he fucks me, the way he eats my pearl and mountain is so satisfying. I was the one who got paid, I still enjoyed it. It took a few more minutes for what was happening to us before he released his last lust on me. Then I was breathing too much, he immediately stood up and got dressed even though I closed my eyes I could feel his gaze. A few more minutes I could no longer feel his presence, I opened my eyes and saw a notifcation enter. I immediately opened it and it sent me the photo of my white panty with a blood stain.
"You're so good, I'll come back to you again and again and I will never tire of your body." message that I read but I just closed the laptop again because I want to rest.
I was so tired and when I took my glasses, I had a kissmark on my breadt. But I can't deny that he is a good in bed. I have rested and I have a lot more to take care of tomorrow.
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The night passed and I was so startled by a loud knock outside my room. Seriously? early in thi morning? It stinks when you don't pay rent. I hurried out of the room and went outside my house, but I was so shocked to see my friend crying. Fuck! She was the only one who was noisy outside earlier?
"Oh? Why are you crying? What's your problem?" I immediately asked her. "Let's go inside," I invited her to go inside and she immediately followed while still crying.
What's going on with this woman, it's only now that she's dramatized like this. My gosh, Leann. Not today and my body still hurts.
"Best! Alyssa is in the hospital." What the fuck ?! I immediately approached her and I was so shocked by what she said.
"Hey! Leann, are you sure? That's not a good joke—" I didn't finish what I was going to say when she cried even more.
"Ariann! I'm serious. We need to go to her now, because last night she had an accident and she was seriously injured. I called you last night so I can't contact you. What's wrong with you?" I averted my eyes from her. Damn! I remember what happened last night.
"I-I'm just busy, let's go and go to that woman. She's not being careful. Wait for me here and still talk to auntie, tell them we're on our way. I'll just take a quick shower."
I immediately went to my room and sorted out the money scattered in my room. I took a quick shower and thought I had to go to Leann who was waiting in the living room. But before I could leave I received a notification.
"I know you're busy, but come home tonight. At least for 1 hour. I'll miss you right away."
Here are the words I read in the message I received. But instead of getting excited, I was terrified, but I just ignored it and went down. I saw Leann talking on the phone and I could hear my aunt talking to her because the call was on speaker.
"Let's go, Leann." She nodded as we left the house, we got in the car.
While on the way I couldn't help but think of the message I received earlier. Fuck! What am I going to do? Will I go home later just to have sex with that man again? But bwiset I miss every kiss he gives. Every time he hugged and kissed me last night.
"Ariann, are you okay?" I looked at Leann and she asked me.
"Yes, why?" she smiled and looked down the road.
"I've been talking to you before and you haven't answered. Tita say that Alyssa seems to be okay, she seems to have eaten and woke up." Thanks God!
"Great! Let's just buy her some food." I said to Leann.
"But, are you sure Ariann you're okay? You weren't on your own before. So go home later so you can rest." I was especially stunned by what she said. What the fuck? Am I going home later?
I just nodded to Leann and we went straight to the hospital and when we got to the hospital Alyssa was fine, she was lively again and for some unknown reason I was feeling bad. I feel something wrong. It was as if someone was looking at me in the distance. I had a different feeling and I was suddenly surprised when my cellphone vibrated.
"I'll wait for you. I'll send the money right away." I ignored the text but it vibrated again. "You look beautiful tonight." My eyes widened and I immediately looked around.
Damn it! He is here, but how? Is he spying on me? Shit! Why? Annoying. I immediately left that place but I was so shocked when someone pulled me and covered my mouth.
"Why aren't you replying to my texts? Damn! Do you really want me to come here ?!" my eyes widened when I saw the man in front of me and he was furious. I pushed him quickly and he walked away immediately.
"You?!" He adjusted his necktie and looked at me. The man I had sex with last night and the man who saved me yesterday are the same ?!
"Yes. And fuck! I miss you." I was swallowed by my own saliva and retreated. How? Why?
"Why?" only question that came out of my mouth.
"Because I love you, then Ariann!" My forehead furrowed and I stared at him. "Maybe you don't even remember me." he laughed slightly and wiped his lips.
"It's me, Jason Gozon." my eyes widened when he said that. Jason was the man who did nothing but courting with me, he is my suitor. But he was a nerd then. But I suddenly dropped out of school because I got sick.
He approached me and kissed me, but I immediately pushed him away. Fuck! I don't want to be with him anymore, it's better to him to sex with other woman. Yes he's my suitor and he courting me but I don't like him.
"I'm leaving," I didn't look him in the eye and was about to leave when he suddenly pulled me up and violently lifted my clothes. He quickly sucked and my chest and neck, almost every part and he put a kissmark.
While he was doing that and I looked at him, I still can't really give him the love he wants but if it's a sex buddy? In exchange for money, I will agree. But not yet. I pushed him and adjusted my dress. I walked away but he still chased me and hugged me back.
"I love you, Ariann. Please see me again later." I was swallowed up by his whisper, I felt him hug me even more and kissed me on the shoulder and against me.
"I'll think about it," I took his hand away and he didn't follow either.
Fuck! Annoying. Why does my body also miss his kiss and caress? I went back to the room and saw Leann and Alyssa talking.
"Oh, Ariann maybe you poop!" Leann hopes for me.
"Duhhh no," I answered simply. I saw them looking at each other.
"Ariann, are you hiding something from us?" I took a deep breath and looked at them. They are my bestfriend and I have to be honest.
"You know, girl. Earlier I still noticed that Ariann wasn't on her own." Leann added.
"Girl, say that. We're your bestfriend." I took a deep breath and nodded.
"Girls, do you remember Jason?" I started and they knit their foreheads at the same time.
"You mean, Jason Gozon?" I nodded at what Leann said.
"Ofcourse, Girl. Even if you fart, he'll smell it but, what's wrong with him?" Alyssa asked.
"Because we met, and he said he wanted to continue his courtship." they both nodded.
"It's okay, Jason is kind. And we know I really love you." Alyssa added. Yes, he loved me very much then, I don't know now, because maybe he just wanted lust.
"Yes, so just let him go." Leann agreed.
"A-Actually, he invited me on a date later." the eyes of the two widened and were almost thrilled by what I said.
"So you go home early okay? I'll take care of Alyssa." Alyssa winked at me so I laughed.
My friends are really supportive but they don't know the truth, maybe next time because they might scold me when they find out that I really had sex with Jason. Jason and I had an one night stand last night.
The three of us just continued our story and at around 9:30 pm I said goodbye to them and left. While on the flight I was nervous, and I was in the middle of thinking when my cellphone rang. And when I opened it I saw Jason's message.
"Where are you? Fix yourself and I'll be there at 11:30, I really miss you. You and your body."
I just put my cellphone back in the bag and turned I close my eyes, I know it's wrong but why do I like it?
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