"Mrs. Gu, because you didn't completely complete the Qing Palace two years ago when you were pregnant, coupled with the infection behind, it caused cancer in the uterus..."
In the hospital filled with the smell of disinfectant, sitting opposite me in a white coat, said with an embarrassed face.
"What did you say?" I was stunned, and my face turned pale.
"Mrs. Gu, I suggest that you inform your family to come to the hospital for chemotherapy as soon as possible. Maybe you can hold on for a few more months..." The doctor said sincerely, full of concern.
"My family." I lowered my head, feeling a sense of sadness in my heart.
There had been no family members for a long time.
"How long will it take?" I asked in a low voice.
"Three months at most..."
The doctor was still persuading me to be hospitalized as soon as possible. My ears were buzzing and I couldn't hear it at all. There was only less than three months left in my mind.
"Is it finally over?"
.........
At nightfall, in Gu's villa.
Gu Chengnan let out a muffled groan on me. After releasing it from my body, he got up and walked into the bathroom as usual.
He had always been like this. After he finished his work, he went to take a shower as if he had touched something dirty.
I lay on the bed with a heavy pain under my body. I turned around and looked at the strong and straight figure in the rubble glass door of the bathroom, feeling a bitter smile in my heart.
After three years of marriage, this man only treated me as a tool to vent my desire.
The bathroom door was quickly opened. Gu Nannan wrapped himself around a bath towel and walked out. He was slender and tall. The bath towel hung loosely on his body, revealing his perfect abdominal muscles. I looked at him absent-minded.
He was really a good-looking man, but he never belonged to me.
When he came to his senses, he had already put on his clothes neatly. Obviously, he would not stay for a second longer.
I paused for a moment. Ignoring his cold eyes, I plucked up the courage to speak.
"South City."
He stopped, turned around with a cold face, and said impatiently,
"What is it?"
I looked at his eagerness to leave, but I didn't say anything that I wanted to say. I forced a smile,
"It's getting cold. Be careful to keep warm on the road..."
Immediately, there was the sound of the door being closed.
I looked at the empty room, and the smell of him still lingered in the air, full of sorrow.
He hated me. He hated me since he married me three years ago.
She hated our child so much that she couldn't bear it. She hated me so much that she asked someone to take me to the operating room for abortion in three months.
He looked at me lying on the hospital bed with a pale face. In front of the doctor, he did not care about my face and dignity at all. He said in a malicious tone,
"It's too late. You're not qualified to give me a child."
Gu Nannan hated me for never hiding, but I didn't expect that he would be so cruel as to kill his own child with his own hands.
From that moment on, I finally sobered up. This man would never give me a trace of tenderness.
However, Gu Nancheng, whom I fell in love with at that time, was warm.
When he was fourteen years old, he was the piano teacher of the neighboring class. He played a song "The Street Living by the Wind" on a school celebration, and I began to follow him every day.
I don't remember if I told him that it was my mother's favorite song when she was alive.
Just in the year I met Gu Nancheng, my parents died in a car accident.
I was forced to follow the promise of becoming a big family and became the most powerful person in the whole of Wu City.
I don't know anything, but I always surrounded a lot of people every day, trying to take away my property.
Gu South City was like a warm beam of light, piercing through my dark heart and waking up my hope to live.
I began to stick to him, and he didn't feel annoyed even if he noticed it. Sometimes he even took out one or two candies from his pocket and handed them to me. When it was late, he would patiently squat down and touch my head in front of me and gently said to me,
"Little girl, it's late. It's time to go home."
Therefore, when the chairman of the Gu family came to find me and asked me to marry Gu Nancheng, I was happy and agreed without hesitation.
I believe that such a warm person, even if he doesn't love me, will really take care of me and take care of me.
But when he learned that he was going to marry her, the tenderness in his eyes suddenly disappeared like bubbles.
The only thing that left was the coldness that made me timid.
"I don't know when there is more warm liquid on my face," I sniffed.
He took out his mobile phone and fixed it on the name Gu Nancheng.
The phone rang twice and it was connected. Gu Nannan's low voice came from the other side. It seemed that he was very impatient, and his tone was full of frustration.
"What is it?"
I swallowed the bitterness that kept gushing out of my heart, and said in a calm tone,
"South City. Tomorrow is the Winter Solstice Festival. Come back and eat dumplings, okay..."
At the time of the Winter Solstice Festival when I was 14 years old, I was dragged into Gu Nannan's house to celebrate the warmest day of the year.
If... if we did it again.
Would he think of the little girl who followed him behind that day in his memory?
Just as I was immersed in the beautiful past, Gu Nannan's cold voice poured down.
"I hate eating dumplings the most. Don't think about playing tricks. I don't have any patience for you."
I clutched my collar tightly in front of my chest to prevent myself from crying out loud.
He didn't remember...
In his heart, she was just a vicious woman who tried her best to marry him.
Tears flowed uncontrollably again, and my heart was numb with pain. I took a deep breath and said,
"Gu Nan City, let's make a deal."
