It was early in June when I enrolled in college after my high school graduation.I am seeking for a part time job but my mama recommend me to her employer so I got the job but it's totally difficult because it's my first time doing work as a maid it is really tiring and I am very tired at the end of the day .When Sunday I used to go home but unfortunately my home is not a happy home because of my father always drunk his salary he used to his friends.Me and my other siblings we have no food.My mother she is very lonely, so I give her my allowance 500 hundred pesos inorder to buy the food for us .The frustration grows in me every single day that my father is very irresponsible person.In the world full of hope I really admire those people who have a happy family.Monday morning I get back to work,my employer she beautiful old lady,she is good to me and my salary is very little amount .Everyday the same household chores again and again till I meet this arrogant man.His name is Rustan Enrique De Leon.A playboy he is studying in criminology at that time .I never wanted to pay attention to a guy like him.He bring so sexy ladies in rampant and in the night time.He always drunk like a dumbass drunkard.He is so pathetic that every week he change girls like he was only changing clothes.He is very annoying everytime I passed by where he sit he calls my name .So I ask him what he needs. He said "Hi Anna!".And I reply "Yes"sir what is it?He only chuckle and said nothing I was just enjoying the view.He's eyes on chest .I really hate this guy that was on my mind.So I tell him prankly sir will you excused me I have many work to do.It is really frustrating that he look at me like he wants me naked.I feel uncomfortable whenever he look at me like that.I went to the kitchen to drink water and when I about to turn around I suddenly bumped into him.Ouch!I groaned ,I didn't even know he was on my back and I feel hurts on my nosed.And oh no! my body is closer to him.I feel something hard down below on his belt.So I excused quickly myself to avoid him but he was asking me.Why are you avoiding me Anna?this question I felt dumbstruck and speechless.My tongue-tied .I was about to answer him but my phone suddenly ring and then I finally relief to avoid him again.I murmured myself,oh that was closed.I never imagined that he follows me to the kitchen.And it's time for me to cook that jerk Rustan never left he is staying in the living room.I continue to cook caldereta for everybody.After I finished it ,I went to my room to change into uniform and I'm going for school not knowing that guy is blocking my way.He ask me.Care to ride so I immediately refused.I answer"no thanks".I continue to walk until I reach the market place and suddenly there are few of my classmates.So I joined walking with them when I turn my back then . Rustan still following me until I arrived at school.Knows that he is following me, I immediately go inside the gate but when I'm about to go.Rustan called my name."Anna"I turn my head try to look who is calling me and see that guy walking closer to me.I ask him like I am irritated."What?"

　　Give me your number,he demands like we are close.

　　Everybody is watching us, I talk to you later.He is begging now.Please Anna!so I have no choice to give him my number and I chase him away because my classmates and all students all staring at him.So I composed myself prepare to get inside in my room.One minute later my phone vibrate because I keep It silent under my desk.I will read it later until a second time it will vibrate.So I peek under my desk it's Rustan message,"I'll pick you later.I didn't respond and I continue listening to my professor.

　　After three subject it is almost nine in the evening.I got exhausted feel so hungry and tired.I got up my desk after the class and wear my sling bag.I never know that Rustan is in the entrance waiting.He lean on the wall like a prince .I avoid my gazed pretending like I didn't see him but like a lightning he blocked my way again.Other students are roar teasing us.So I went to him and whisper in him."Why are you here?He just shrugged his shoulder and answer me."Picking you".I answer him in confused"What?my voice getting the attention of other students.So I lowered my head and walk passed by him.But very quickly he grabbed my wrist.And says Please Anna,So I tell him .Only this time, So it dark on the road I ride on the back of the motorcycle.He scent Filled my nose I put my hand on his shoulder.But halfway we stop and then I am curious why we stop.He held my hand and put it on his waist.He's not bad after all my heart is racing.Good thing he cannot see my facial expression.I am so embarrassed like this close to him.I arrived at the gate of the house of which I worked.Rustan is bid farewell and I say thanks for the ride

　　.He smile and whisper welcome sweetie.I got inside on the living room nobody.In the room of my employer I heard the television so loud.Nanay Ofeng her name.She is very kind and caring,lady.The week is so stressful on Saturday I prepare myself for Sunday I went home again but I feel so empty in that house.My mother she is so sad

　　and also I give her my allowance.Thats why I walked in the way to school to save my allowance,that I give to my mother.Monday morning started to work again and in the afternoon at five I went to school.I lost of weight because

　　Of stress.Work and study are together now I've worked hard.Good thing Rustan is busy with his studying he is not pestering me now.My mind is so tired and also I see my other sister and brother they got their job also.I feel relieved that my mother is not sad at all now me and my sister and my brother helping my mother.September 3 of a month celebration of my employer birthday.Its Sunday I never went home because I helped my employer her birthday too many to cook I was assistant of the kitchen.From five o'clock to 10 o'clock my feet feel so numb I feel so tired, Nanay Ofeng offered me a drink so that I can sleep better.So I drink one or more shot after 11 in the evening I am not finished yet.Nanay Ofeng stop me and she said go rest now let's finish it tomorrow." Okay nay"I'll reply.I went to my room it's dark I turn on the lights

　　to get clean dressed pajama.After that I went to bath-

　　room and change into pajama.And went to sleep,not knowing the intention of Rustan that creeping into my room at dawn.I was shocked and felt dizzy.His lips covered to mine so didn't scream the room is so hot but his temperature is very hot and mine .So I pushed him but he is very strong.I whisper into his ear that I am not ready.

　　So he turn to leave outside but before that,he kiss me again and said okay darling I will not force you.Monday morning my body still aching due to hardwork yesterday.

　　I feel light but I need to work headache for hangover.Good thing that Rustan Enrique Is busy this days.He is not pest-

　　ering me now I am concentrate on my work and studies.

　　After my class I walk on my way home seeing my mother.And then went to walk meters away in the house of my employer house.God I miss my home but I realized

　　It was a sad home at all.I also not see my sisters and brothers because they also work.Glad they are hard-working like me.Day by day my slim body always tired of

　　work and study.During this time I never know what is love,but I know I could not trust any man that quick enough like Rustan Enrique.He is a womanizer.I don't like

　　him,I see him as a brother only.I'm young and naive only

　　in my mind is work and study.And see my mother is doing fine.I got also a little sister, she's beautiful than me and she have a fair skin,so adorable,I have also a younger bro-

　　ther.He is very thin.I don't know what I really wanted and I never know that education is very important.Living this poor life,seems like harder for me.I don't have a friend or

　　any colleague.That I can talk to only the cats and dogs I am like a fool.I pray that give me a simple life,that I wanted but it's not as easy as it could be.