PROLOGUE Her hazy eyes could detect the soft lights coming from the window, she felt every muscles of the naked body of the person who was above her, kissing the crook of her neck. Fire tingles spread throughout her body, the ache in her lower body increasing. Hands fondled her sensitive breasts, playing with her perked tits, as pleasure took over her mind. Her hands touches the tight muscles of the person, the man groaned in pleasure as she gently scratched him. Pleasure ripples through her at the sensual voice of the man. The man began kissing her neck, sucking at every spot, slowly going down to her chest, she arched her back in response to his kisses. Taking one of her breast in his mouth she put her tits between his teeth, licking with his tongue. She moaned loudly, grabbing his hair with her fingers, gently pulling it. The man growled in appreciation, his hands descending to her south, changing his attack on her other breast. He touched her thigh with feathery touch, she whimper at the sensation, the man without much effort had managed to put her body on fire. She gasped loudly when his hand cupped her sensitive area with his strong large hand. She was breathless, hypersensitive of all his touches. “Alistair…”, she gasped out when his finger pulled her panty aside, touching her wet folds. He smoothly ran his fingers over her folds, slowly increasing the speed. She moaned loudly, breathing hard at the motion of his fingers, a pressure already building inside, it was way more intense than she had ever imagined. He inserted his two fingers inside her, moving inside and outside in a rhythm. She squinted in response, groaning but his heavy body kept her in place. She held his head and pulled him towards her, kissing him hard on his lips. “I want you.”, she whispered on his lips. Alistair kissed her harder, biting her lower lips, he explored her, his fingers still working on pleasuring the woman. “Where do you want me, darling?”, his husky voice asked. “Inside me, now.”, she said, biting his tongue. “Your wish is my command, sweetheart.”, he growled. Her loud moans caused his body to hummed in pleasure. She felt him getting off her, a sudden absence of warmth, she grunted in protest missing his presence above her. She opened her eyes, looking at the man, she couldn’t see his face properly. He pulled his underwear, his eyes fixed on her and came crawling above her. Kissing her cheeks, he bit her earlobe, whispering, “Tell me if I hurt you.” Kissing her neck, he dragged his hand from her side, holding her thigh, he pulled her legs apart, positioning in between her. She moaned, as his warm tip touched her wet womanhood. In one swift move, he entered, she let out muffled cry, biting her lips in pain, she clutched his shoulders, her nails digging his skin, Alistair stiffened at the realization of what just happened. Pain was not a new word to her, but she was sensitive right now, lost in the desire, so everything she did was involuntary movements. He was huge for her, and it was her first time, the sudden intrusion stung and stretched her painfully. Alistair raised his head, looking at her, he kissed away the tears that broke free, “I’m sorry, I didn’t knew.” She didn’t said anything, just stared at his blurry face, the lights from outside let her to see the sharp jaw line he had. “Do you want met o stop?”, Alistair asked.
“No, I need you.”, she said. He kissed her lips, before moving out completely, then slowly thrusting inside. Soon the pain was turning to pleasures, his rhythm building a intense pressure. Their groans and moans filled the room, their bodies melding, moving in perfect sync in response. He increased the speed of his thrust, pushing her to her limits, the touch, the feel of him inside her was enticing for her. Her eyes rolled back, the blinding pleasure, her hands tightened around him. “Come for me, darling.”, he whispered, biting and sucking her neck, slamming faster and harder. Seconds passed, her legs trembled from the building pressure, her muscle tensed as a sudden pleasure shoot through her taking her to another height. She tightened around him, before everything came undone with a cry because of the electric tingles, she lay paralyzed with harsh breath and fast heartbeat. Alistair moved faster, her warm climax, making him harder than he thought he could ever get. She felt him enlarging inside her before he released inside her, grunting in pleasure. He drop down on her, his heavy body covering her, causing her to breath faster at the sheer feeling of his body. “I’m not done with you…”, Alistair said, covering her lips, taking her to another round of pleasure filled adventure. A low groan escaped from her mouth, now that her alcohol had wore off, her heightened senses were detecting things before she opened her eyes. the warm breath falling on the crook of her neck caused her to stiffened. Holding her breath, she opened her eyes, the surrounding were dark, the only light source were the lights from outside, which were not enough to properly light up the room. Adjusting her vision to the darkness, she slowly turned her head, she looked stunned at the handsome face that lay close to hers, his features weren’t very clear to her. She closed her eyes in desperation before glancing at the man. Internally banging her head on a wall, she suppressed the urge to scream out. Her face was devoid of any emotion but her inside was turned with turmoil. All these years, she had learn not to wear her emotions on her face, no weakness to be displayed to the vultures, she tried to move away from the man, but he tightened his arm around her waist, pulling her closer to him. She felt his different parts as their naked bodies were tangled together. She moved her eyes, searching for her clothes that should be around somewhere. After locating her clothes, she waited patiently, ideas to escape from this man’s vice swirled in her mind. After putting the last piece of her clothes, she glanced one last time at the sprawled figure of the unknown man she so shamelessly spent the night with. Trying her best to be presentable with whatever left of her dress, she walked out of the room with light steps, carefully closing the door behind her. The short corridor was dimly lighted, navigating herself through the unknown place, she found herself in the living room. Her walk stopped, her eyes fixed on the view. It was a typical rich bachelor pad, a penthouse in one of the highest building of the city, the view was an absolute breathtaking, she breathe out, shaking her head, unwillingly to lose herself. It was still early morning, so there shouldn’t be many people around. Walking out of the penthouse, she pressed the button for the elevator, waiting patiently. She should have known better than to drink herself to death. She didn’t even remember how they end up here. Did she offer herself to that man, creep crawls into her skin at that thought. Rubbing her face, she tugged at her hair. Stupid. How could she let herself lower her defense this way? She made sure not to make her face visible to CCTV cameras that were surveilling from the corners. The elevator door opened, interrupting her thoughts. Entering the elevator, she pressed for the lobby. She exited the elevator into the empty lobby, only few guards were on ground. It was weird that this building had that many guards, normally it was usually one or two. The guards scanned her up and down, her condition revealing a lot about her wild night, she walked passed them ignoring their looks, confident in her strides. The chilly morning air caused goose bumps in her body, the thin long sleeves of her dress was providing no protection at all, after all these years of training she showed no emotions. She walked down the streets in bare feet, holding the heels on her hand, a knee length peach flare dress, hair messy, she was still groggy and had a nasty sour taste in her mouth. It was still dark outside, the sun hadn't came up yet, but the streets were lit up with the streetlights. The area looked like a high-end area, it gives you the impression of a smart and exclusive place. Whom did she end up sleeping with? She didn't even saw his face, she grunted loudly, bothered by the events that just happened within a span of one day. She couldn't even see a taxi at this hour, not a single being was visible.
‘…Ring Ring Ring…’
The shrill sound of her phone ringtone disturbed the silence of the peaceful morning. She looked at the screen of her phone. ‘Egg’, flashed on the screen, she connected the call, putting it on her ear.
“Where are you?”, a heavy voice asked.
“On the street.”, she replied blatantly.
“What?”, the voice asked in confusion, “Answer properly.” “I’m on the street, because I belong to the street.”, she answered indifferently, walking leisurely. “Should I pick you up?” “No, I’m fine.”, she replied, when there was a complete silent on the other side of the phone, she added, “If I need something I’ll call you, Egon.” “Go home and take rest.”, Egon sighed out softly. She disconnected the call, continuing her walk to her home. She glanced at the time on her phone. It was a hard day, a reminder of the failure that resulted in such huge losses in her life. Many a time she refused to let herself to mourn through the disappointments of herself, but she was still a human who was unable to control her emotion and let herself to feel the warmth and passion of a stranger. She could still feel the tender kisses of the man on her body. A humourless chuckle escaped from her, when she realized how much she enjoyed the security she felt in his arms.
“F*cking piece of shit.”, she murmured, sneering at the unnecessary feelings she was letting herself to feel. She had seen enough to know the burden of the broken thread left behind by love ones. She was strictly taught to toughen her heart to face this world, a night of casual sex was to be forgotten by her mind, a passing phase never to be remembered again. She let herself to lose once and it resulted into this, she have to be very careful in the future, no such mistake could be done again.
