My name is Wu Neng.

　　I don't know why my father gave me such a name. Maybe he wants me to be smart and capable, but with my surname, it's a little weird.

　　People said that I am not an unfortunate child. Not only my name, but also my appearance and body are like the product of a demon. But I know that these are all related to my parents.

　　I was a premature. When I was born, I was still less than three pounds. Even the doctor thought that I couldn't live, but I miraculously persisted. Only this time, I fell ill. I was weak and sick from childhood. The place where I went the most was not the amusement park, but the hospital. The most food I ate was not candy, but all kinds of bitter medicines.

　　When I was four years old, I had another serious illness. My whole body was full of ghosts and I almost died. It was my father who spent all his savings to rescue me. But from then on, my face was full of scars, like burned sesame pancake.

　　Perhaps everyone, except my father, felt that I shouldn't have been born, because when my mother was pregnant with me, she inexplicably had some mental problems. After giving birth to me, she went crazy and was taken away by her family. In the end, she seemed to be sent to a psychiatric hospital. Until the night when I was hospitalized at four years old, my father drank too much and sat beside my bed and talked to me. Then I knew that my father was forced to have a relationship with my mother, so she was pregnant, so my mother became crazy.

　　The old man often said that he was weak and sick for an hour, and he would be rich and rich in the future. He thought that even if my life would not be wonderful, I could live a quiet life. But when I was seven years old, my father was taken away by the police. Before he left, he said nothing but looked at me with red eyes. Finally, he begged the police to call again. On the phone, he only said one sentence, "Old Lin, my son, I'll leave it to you!"

　　That afternoon, I was taken home by Uncle Lin. He was my father's comrade-in-arms, and his daughter was one year older than me. She was called Lin Che. I still remember what she looked like when I first met Lin Che that day.

　　"Xiao Che, he will be your younger brother from now on. You have to get along well with him."

　　"He's so ugly. I don't want him to be my younger brother!"

　　Yes, Lin Che hated me. The moment I stepped into her house, he began to hate me. Although Uncle Lin was very kind to me and always thought about me and took care of everything, I still lived cautiously in this house. I had delicious food and I didn't dare to eat too much. I also had fun. I didn't dare to play with them because I was afraid that Lin Che would be unhappy. At that time, I only hoped that this sister didn't hate me.

　　However, no matter what I did, Lin Che was very disgusted with me. He not only pushed me at home, but also became even worse when I arrived at school. He told everyone that my mother was mad, my father was a criminal, and I was a shameless, stubborn toad sticking to her house. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't get rid of her.

　　Because of these reasons, Lin Che was often scolded by Uncle Lin. I often pleaded for her, but she was not grateful. Instead, she scoffed at me and felt that it was because of my arrival that her father treated her like this.

　　"I'm living more and more carefully."

　　After Lin Che graduated from high school, he was admitted to an art school in the city. Perhaps because of the rebellious period, she had never been attached to this family. The only thing that could make her go home was money. When she went to college, she had big hands and big feet. Every time she went home, there seemed to be only one thing, which was to ask Uncle Lin for money.

　　In the long run, Uncle Lin became impatient. He once reprimanded her harshly, which made her so angry that she rushed out of the house and didn't return home for two months.

　　But when she came back again, she seemed to have changed into another person. She was very sexy, and the thin silk stockings wrapped around her slender legs. What was even more strange was that she, who had never made up before, actually made up heavily, and her suitcase was full of famous brands' cosmetics and clothes.

　　Uncle Lin asked her where she got the money with a livid face. She just said with disdain, "It's none of your business. Anyway, it's not your money."

　　Since then, the relationship between her and Uncle Lin had become even more rigid.

　　This kind of life lasted until the night of my third year in high school.

　　That was the first day of the month. Uncle Lin was on a business trip, but it was rare for Lin Che to not go out. I read a book in the room and passed by the living room to take a shower. Suddenly, I saw Lin Che sitting on the sofa. At that time, the heating was on at home, and she only wore a loose shirt. She was bending down and lowering her head to apply the oil on her feet.

　　But it was this glance that stunned me.

　　She bent slightly, and the collar of her loose shirt was open, revealing the corners of her white underwear. Her exquisite collarbone was like a delicate sculpture. Her white skin, along with her even breathing, set off a proud mountain.

　　At that time, I was in my third year in high school. Because of my ugly appearance, I was weak and sick. Even boys didn't want to talk to me, let alone girls. It was at my early age of love that I had never seen such a scene. I was stunned for a moment, and my body seemed to be nailed to the ground. I never looked away from the snow-white painting from the beginning to the end.

　　Perhaps he had noticed something. Lin Che suddenly raised his head and happened to meet my burning eyes. He was slightly stunned, and then he lowered his head to look at the part where he had walked out of the light. It was a scream.

　　This scream scared me out of my wits and made me feel ashamed. I was at a loss, so I lowered my head and didn't dare to speak.

　　But Lin Che didn't intend to let go of me like that. She rushed over from the sofa angrily, slapped me in the face without saying a word, and knocked me back half a step.

　　She was so angry that she pointed at my nose and cursed, "Wu Neng, I thought you were just ugly, at least you could be calm. But I didn't expect that you were a dead pervert, and you wanted to kill me. Why don't you take a look at yourself? Look at your face. Even a pig looks better than you. Let me tell you, even if a woman is blind, she won't like you. You'll be beaten up for the rest of her life. For the sake of my father, I have to endure it all the time. I don't want you to betray me. You're just a shameless man!"

　　For so many years, under someone's roof, Lin Che's humiliation and scolding had always been careful. He had held back his anger and swallowed his words, just to live a good life.

　　However, no matter how solid the city wall was, there would be a day when it would collapse.

　　All my self-abasement and loneliness were piled up in the corner of my heart. Over the years, I built a trembling Tower of Babel. Lin Che's words were like the last straw on the camel. All the sadness and loneliness burst out in an instant.

　　But I was still rational and didn't vent my anger on Lin Che. I just packed up a few pieces of clothes, took my allowance that I had saved for many years, and walked out of the house that didn't belong to me.

　　The city of the first lunar night was like an icehouse that had not seen the sun for thousands of years. There were no pedestrians and vehicles on the road, only cold snowflakes and cold wind blowing wantonly on my face.

　　I thought about Lin Che's superior appearance and the humiliation and contempt she had given me over the past ten years. My pace became faster and faster, and in the end, I rushed straight up. I didn't know where to go, but at this time, it seemed that anywhere was warmer than that home.

　　Until the early morning, I couldn't run any further, and the emotions I accumulated in my heart were also greatly vented. The piercing chill in the sky filled my whole body in an instant. I had to find a nearby hotel and opened a room. After showering, I lay on the bed in a daze, and suddenly I saw a small card on the bedside table.

　　It was a card full of passionate tempting words, with a bare picture. In my school, I often heard boys whispering and talking about meat.

　　Since I was young, because of my body and appearance, I have never been looked at well in the school. When I grew up, I have never touched a girl's hand, let alone a girlfriend.

　　At this time, looking at the card, the resentment that had been almost extinguished in my heart suddenly surged up to my chest. Thinking of Lin Che's mean words, I gritted my teeth and dialed the phone number on it.

　　"Didn't you say that I'll be a bachelor for the rest of my life and never have a woman in my life? I'll do it for you today!"

　　It was a man who answered the phone. Maybe because of my stuttering, he misunderstood me as those on the card. After a moment of silence, he said in a low voice, "Sir, we have a pure student sister who is a serious college student and has a good figure. It's the price. It's a little high, but it's only a penny. Do you have any interest?"

　　"After all, it's my first time. Anyway, I have to find a good-looking one. Otherwise, it's not worth it." After asking about the price, I gritted my teeth, said the name of the hotel and the room number, and then hung up excitedly.

　　I waited anxiously and hopefully for nearly an hour. Suddenly, the doorbell rang and I rushed to open the door. I was so nervous that I lowered my head and dared not look at her. I just glanced at her slender stockings and beautiful legs, and my heart was suddenly full of excitement.

　　I slowly raised my head, but when I saw the other party's face, it was like a clap of thunder on the ground. My whole person was stunned, like a piece of wood, motionless on the spot.

　　I blurted out, "How come it's you?"