Mom Mom Jesica is beating me again!!! Yes but you beat me first if you can hit me i can hit you !!!, No Jesica go to your room you can't beat your little sister she 's smaller than you even if it's only by one year you should protect her not beat her up ,you are a very bad example to her !!
But mom please she slapped me first , i can't just stand and let her beat me !"
NO Jesica go to your room ,Go and Get your fathers leather belt i'll be there now !
Oh don't worry my darling Jesica won't beat you again i punished her okay Baby , Okay mommy Jane's voice sounded down the hall.
Oh i hate her so much why should i always take the punishment if it's her who started the fight in the first place , I'm 5 years old and my mom hates me everyone hates me i wish i could just die and then everyone will be happy ....___---
Sitting in the coffee shop being reminded of that same day by the lady that's beating her older son because he gave his brother a slap for slaping him , i feel so sorry for the poor lad his mother didn't even listen to him just started hitting him after his brother screamed .
Miss can i get you anything else ??
Miss,Miss - are you ok ? oh yes sorry Stacy my mind just drifted off a bit sorry again- ,but no thanks I lost my appetite .
Miss if you don't mind me asking , do you know the Mother with the two boy's? it seems to me they upset you . ;Stacy asked when she saw the tears runing down my cheeks .
Oh no ,no i don't know them, its not them who upset me i was just thinking of something don't worry im fine ,but thank you for asking .
Driving to work i just can't stop thinking about that poor boy ,and then yet again all my other memorys come back , like the day whe played outside and jane got hurt with the rock she droped on her toe , that day i got a hiding i wil surely never in my life forget !
Jesica ann Why is your sister crying ?
She droped the rock on my toe mommy ! _- Jane yelled to our mom
NO NO NO Mommy I promise I didn't I promise she picked it up , Jane picked it up and droped it on her own toe! ask her tell her to tel the truth mommy I promise please dont give me a hiding please mommy I beg you I didn't do anything wrong !!!
Jesica ann i dont want to hear your story's go to your room ill be there just now !! And dont even think to say another word i dont want to hear anything from you get in your ROOM NOW !!!!
And even if your sister dropped the rock on her own tow you are the oldest you should look after he and mak sure she doesnt get hurt ,do you hear me you are responsible for this !!! my mom yelled at me once more before i could reach our back door to the kitchen .
As I was sitting in my room that day it felt as if I had no meaning for living it felt as if I didn't belong as if I was put on earth to be hated and not loved , once my mother entered the room, all she said was turn and bend over don't jump around ,as I turned around and my mom pulled down my pants she saw the marks from yesterday when my sister also accused me of doing something I didn't do.
Closing my eyes waiting for the beld to hit my behind I heard the door opening mom walked out of my room ,from that day on she didn't hit me so much but she did Yell alot but not just at me but at my sister sometimes aswell .
Back at work I couldn't concentrate, that poor child must feel like I felt everytime I got a hiding because of my sister .
Thats it I had enough , I'm no longer going to think about the past it only makes me sad , & though not all my memories are sad I always seem relive the sad ones and never the good ones .
Just as I deside to leave the past in the past , I see the very same Women from the coffee shop in the building where I work , And she is walking towards my office ...
As the Ceo of Linked Corperated I had a few interviews arranged for today to take over my duties for the year, i'll be in China to open the new branch there then the person working in my place will be transferred to China and i'll come back to S.A to run our main branch .
Miss your first apointment is here can I ask her to come to the board room?
Or do you want to do the interview in your office ??
Tell her to come to the board room ,but before you do bring her CV i want to check it again.
Looking at the Cv i see she has all the experience that we need, but I dont like her she is unfair , and if she's unfair towards her own blood how would she not be unfair towards my people .
Mrs Rolanda Zeely , I assume ?
Yes and you must be Jesica I heard so much about you .
Only good things i hope _-
Ohk I see you have 2 children is it your biological kids?
Yes they are but not from the same father my first husband died a year after my first son was born , and then I met my current husband and we had our lastborn 6 years ago , Rolanda replied
So thats the reason you beat your older son even if the small one started to hit his brother first ;_- I snaped at her .
She seemed shocked but then I just went ahead
I dont care if she walkes out of this board room now but I wan't to give her a piece of my mind , she looked at me with her big brown eyes but didn't say anything .
I was the lady siting across from you in the coffe shop I saw the whole thing happening and yet you didn't hit you younger son but only the oldest one , did you even think to ask him his side of the story ? Before you just started hiting him like a crazy person , at this moment i could see she was ferious but I didn't care , why should I if she didn't care to be fair at the coffee shop .
She just stared at me blankly , didn't even blink her eyes , then I asked her if you can't be fair towards your kids ,how can I trust you to be fair towards my people ???
Sorry Mrs Zeely but you are not the person my company is looking for! In other words I regret to tell you that we wont be appointing you at this company as the acting CEO .!
After saying this she stood up looked at me as if she wanted to kill me grabed her cv out of my hand and walked out of the boardroom as fast as lightning ...
Miss why is Mrs Zeely so upset she yelled at me to tell you thay she don't need your stinking company she wil show you , she wil open a company and be the reason your's closes down ..
Dont worry She's just mad cause I told her she is not the correct person to fill my shoes ...
Driving home that night i couldn't help but think about that boy the whole time, being busy at work helped me forget him a bit, but now not having anything to do I can't stop myself from thinking about how he must feel every day of his life and worst is having a Bloody steph dad !!!
The next morning after showering , I went to the coffee shop again like alway's , the mom and her kids were also there sitting at the same spot as yesterday , When she saw me walking in she immediatly walked towards me with her boy's , saying the eldest son to please correct me and tell me if she is an unfair mother and if she ever trears his brother different than him ...
As i was just about to say something the boy opened his mouth looking as if he was about to cry .
Miss ,please give my mommy the position at your company, she is a fair mother she only hits me when i'm wrong never in my life did my mommy hit me if I didn't do anything wrong, please Miss my mom needs the work, my daddy died and my other daddy is a drunk, she want to take us away from him but needs to get a work first!
Please pl ease Miss I beg of you give her a chance ?
