"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!" A loud scream was not the only thing she wanted. If possible, she would go underground right away. This was worse than even a nightmare.
But... It was probably not a nightmare. She could see the boy with broad muscles sleeping next to her on the bed.
Marlyn Armstrong talked about sleeping with a boy before but she never took it seriously. And in reality, sleeping with a boy... She was not that type of girl. Whatever would happen, she would never lose her virginity to any guy except her husband. She kept herself safe because she was reserved. But now...
'Who is this guy?...' She looked at the back of the boy. He surely was a gym guy but how did she get to meet him?
Marlyn had no boyfriend, and the friends she had were boys... She was not close with them that much and as she was not that type of person who would get drunk and sleep with anyone, so she was down to earth now.
The fear of losing her virginity was big but to whom she lost it was important. With her shaky fingers, she touched the guy's shoulder.
She was nervous, maybe it was normal. But it was not giving her a good feeling. Of Course it would not. Imagine, waking up beside a boy whom you spent last night with whom you possibly don't even know. Touching her chest she gulped and bit her lips.
Gathering her courage, that's what she needed to do at that moment. Marlyn grabbed the bedsheet tight and keeping herself courageous, she turned the guy around. To not get a heart attack she closed her eyes as soon as she turned him around.
But she needed to see his face. Patting on her chest, 'You can do this!' She told herself. Slowly Marlyn opened her eyes and looked at the guy's face. As soon as she saw his face, she felt as if the sky crashed upon her head mercilessly.
Covering her mouth with both her hands, Marlyn nodded her head in disbelief. She and him? How was it even possible?
'It's just a nightmare. I... I can't sleep with this jerk... No.' she nodded her head in denial again.
'Right, I can touch him so I can be sure that this is just a nightmare.' She brought herself to touch him. Slowly she touched his shoulder and then she crawled down to the bed immediately in terror while pulling the bedsheet to cover herself with it.
It was embarrassing. Now, she knew that it was not a dream but she really had...
As she put her legs on the floor she saw how the floor was a big mess. She saw her clothes and shoes on the floor including the guy's too. Slowly the scene from yesterday night was coming to her mind now.
Flashback
"Let me go!" Fighting with those bad guys was not a piece of cake for Marlyn. She was tired and out of energy because of running too fast. How could she fight them?
"We will have a little fun and then we will free you. Why are you acting so hard to get huh?" She saw the guy on her right to say so.
It had been ten minutes since they had been standing at the same place, surrounding her. All alone, she did not know what she could do and where she could go. Damn it!
"Don't come closer! Stay away from me!" She screamed out louder. She was just running away from one trouble and now, these hungry wolves were after her.
Why was her life full of tragedies? Couldn't she be happy and relaxed for a moment?
Suddenly seeing a rod some inches away from her, Marlyn swallowed hard. The five boys were glaring at her with lust in their eyes as if she was some kind of food for them.
She started stepping backwards a little slowly. "Look, she wants to play hide and seek with us." A guy among them laughed louder and the rest followed him.
Marlyn quickly got the rod from the floor and then she beat one of their legs. "Ahhh..."
"Get that b*tch!"
Throwing the rod away she started running as fast as she could. At least she was good at running but she did not know till when she would be able to run like that. After all she had been running for so long with a break of some minutes between.
She was running and continuously running but suddenly someone pulled her hand and hid her immediately. Marlyn was stunned to see the person she was afraid of most to cover her mouth with his hand.
Unknowingly her nervousness took place in her heart. What was he doing here? Was he not happy to see her in trouble?While looking into his eyes, she thought so.
"They are gone." He asserted and moved away.
Marlyn looked in the direction and saw that they were really gone. Giving no eyes to him, she started walking and the man asked her, "Where are you going?"
"Wherever my eyes go." She answered him and kept walking, leaving him alone.
She was running from him anyway. She would be a hundred times happier if he would just disappear from her life forever.
"Don't be crazy. It is already midnight. Let's go back home." He said so and held her hand. What she never liked was his strange behavior. Who knew if he would force her to sleep with him again!
Marlyn let out a chuckle and asserted in a cold tone. "Home? You mean there where you can buly me again, torture me like you want or maybe... Force me to f***...?"
"Lyn!"
"I want to ask you something. Can you tell me what was my fault? What did I do that made you hate me so much? What did I ever do to deserve what you do to me every single day?" Tears welled up to her beautiful eyes as she said those lines. It was hurting her, she couldn't bear anymore pain.
The man stood silent. Seeing her crying, he felt his heart to be wrenched. He was not supposed to feel that way though but then, why? And he could possibly answer her without feeling guilty but then again, why?
Seeing him silent she laughed out louder. She knew he didn't want to answer her or maybe he couldn't. It was not his concern anyway. He always bullied her the way he wanted and even for once, never did he apologize to her.
She really wanted to never see him again. He turned her life into a living hell already and living in that hell was much more painful than death.
Kneeling before him she lowered her head and crossed her fingers to beg him. "I beg you, please stop! I can't take it anymore. Please let me go! If I did anything wrong to make you hate me this much then with all my heart I am apologizing to you, Sir."
Watching her sad and seeing her kneeling before him, he was supposed to be happy. He knew he was happy and the truth was something beyond his understanding. He felt very bad instead. He couldn't even help her to get up but just saw her walking away.
Slowly her shadow was going away to his vision and he was standing at the same place like a steel.
"Ofcourse, I hate you. I hate you because you are weak. You don't know how to fight back, you belong to a poor family background and you stink like a... Like a pig. Yes, I hate you."
He thought he was just talking to himself but no, he was wrong. He was so loud that she heard every single word he said.
He heard her sad voice, "Now I know the.... The reason..." And she smiled at him. "No, wait." This was not what he wanted or thought about. She didn't give him any chance to explain anything. Was it going to be the last time? No way! He saw her turning around and then running fast. Without looking right or left he followed her.
It was forty five minutes later, when he finally found her at a pub. Sitting on the couch she was drinking continuously. Besides her, a guy was touching her shoulder.
Seeing them the man's blood started boiling on fire. He quickly walked towards them and then grabbing the guy's collar he pushed him away.
He grabbed her hand and asserted, "Get up!"
Marlyn looked at the man and smiled, "Why do you look like that jerk all of a sudden?"
"What?" This was the first time he ever heard her call him jerk.
Pulling her hand she grabbed a glass of wine and staring at it she said, "Let me get drunk a little. Then I will go anywhere with you."
"You have the guts to go anywhere with any guy? Get up right now. We are going back." As she didn't want to go with him he had no choice left but to carry her over his shoulder.
He walked just some inches when suddenly Marlyn started saying, "I will vomit. Put me down!"
"Huh?" He quickly put her down. He held her hand and looked around, "Let's go. I will take you to the washroom."
But all of a sudden he got a surprise. Marlyn touched his face and then pressed her lips against his. He looked at her dumbfounded. What just happened?
"Your lips are soft." Glaring at his lips Marlyn said so. 'Did she just... Kissed... Kissed me?' He was astounded, standing there like a statue as if he was possessed by a ghost.
As he was not saying anything, she kissed his cheeks and hugged him. She was totally out of her mind, wasn't she? He thought so.
Suddenly Marlyn started touching his chest, she put her hand on his chest. Then her hand started moving freely downward, she even touched his neck.
Wow, he never knew that she could be so fast. Drinking could make her another person, exactly opposite of the sober Marlyn he knew.
This was getting out of control. He couldn't understand what she was trying to do. When she was about to kiss his neck he grabbed her hand as he couldn't help.
They both looked at each other. She was surely drunk, he knew but how about him? Though he was in his sober mind, he felt like drowning in her eyes.
She seemed to be so beautiful and attractive. Her eyes were seductive and her lips were tempting.
Marlyn smiled at him and then grabbed his shirt while still looking at him. If standing there with her for more times, he would seriously lose his control so he said, "Let's go back!" But he was stopped by Marlyn.
She wanted something else from him. Suddenly she grabbed his shirt tight and moved to unbutton his shirt. Grabbing her hand to stop her he asked her in a serious tone, "Do you know what are you doing? Have you gone crazy?
Nodding her head she looked at him. "Do you really want it?"
She nodded her head again.
"Are you sure?"
As he asked her she nodded her head for the third time and her hand started unbuttoning his shirt.
Since she wanted it, he had no reason to stop. Grabbing her hand he took her in a room. As soon as they reached the room, he pinned her against the wall and then kissed her.
The scene of how she voluntarily ripped his shirt off, how she turned into a wild cat last night... Marlyn remembered everything.
In Front of her eyes, the man who was sleeping on the bed was none other than her bully,Ryker Lee Hudson.
"What did I do? How can I do this?" She felt her knees weakening, she couldn't help but sit on the floor.