Back to the world where they hate me ! On one wants me not even my mother she would always tell me I am cursed and I believe it . I believe her every word cause on one Loved me. People who like me find it hard to relate with environment. I am a prince but but a shadow, people hated me and call me all kinds of name . I pass through hell in the palace, they say am useless, cursed and dead . I went to Royal school to learn fight but I always end up broken or injured. I never knew my powers , I never used them and it never bother me . I am by myself a lonely child striving to grow among people who hate me . I learn not to bother about my mother's insult nor that of my brothers my father love me but I never felt it , he's always busy,he send me away when I got little chance to speak to him but I never felt back cause I'm use to it

Twenty six years of age being on Earth was hell. I went to school as usual to meet with my brothers and other students" Here comes the cursed king" krim one of my brother said. I flinched picking up my sword from an armed shelf. My four brothers walked up to me mockingly.

" False hope to be a king, people will be cursed all in the name of having a king" Abrim, another said." You know what , you are right, brother, nobody want a king that is cursed" jothan another said " he can't be king , when we are healthy" kuthan said. I bowed my head and watch them. I got no time to exchange words with them cause it's baseless." The king want you to lead the men to war, luthan" my father right hand man said head bowed.

" And I fear you haven't gone for war before and you are not skilled in your fight" Kur,the right hand man said.

" Useless baselessly useless!"Abrim shouted in mockery and other laughed

" Can I speak to my father?" I asked Kur

" I'm sorry, he is busy and besides, he won't change his mind and words,you are the only one who haven't headed a war among the prince" he said and my heart cut. At least let me father so I can convince him to give me more chance. I looked at all my brothers who expect a reaction from me.

" I will lead the men " I said frowning. They looked amused, surprised and shocked but not for too long as they burst into laughter.

" You want to send our men to their early grave" kuthan said frowning

" Get the weapon ready, Kur, I am leading them" I said leaving but Kur followed me. I think he likes me. " Don't act with anger, your highness,they will put you to your end like that" he said.

" I have had enough of their insults" I said leaving the school. I wish I could see that man and ask for help. I can't be beautiful for nothing, there is something I should be good at..

I read books on war silently facing the mirror.i tried to get what it's means but it just won't enter my brain. I became frustrated.

" Your highness,do me well to eat your lunch,you will die of starvation if you don't eat" the maid said. Looked at the mirror noticing her in the room . She was head bowed she's dirty but happy even in her discomfort.

" Leave and come back before the sun hide" I said and she bowed leaving.

I walk towards the table,I frowned at the dishes leaving them. I can't eat, I won't eat until I find answers to my questions." Why am I beautiful for nothing?"I whispered sinking on my bed. I sighed thinking for sometimes....that maid, she seems concerned and worried , maybe she is just doing her job has a maid.i didn't know when I slept off.

I heard my door opened while I opened my eyes a little to see the maid she walk over to the food staring at it then sighed.

" Some people got no food to eat right now but here you are luthan wasting one ! " She scolded the plate that I Aly laughed. She's interesting,she smiling when she is a kitchen maid . Do you know how horrible to be a kitchen maid can be ? They perpare everybody's food even that of guards and armies. I stood up from the bed while she went on her knees guess she knows that I heard her. She cried while I frowned in surprise and in pity.

" Please, I am sorry, your highness, I don't have where to go"she said .I sat down in front of the mirror reading my war book. I sighed not looking at her " stand up,come make my hair " I said while I heard her gasps

"I...I....I...uhm....I am not your personal maid your highness... don't worry,I will go call her" she said wanting to leave" I said come make my hair it's an order" I said still reading my novel with a smile now. She hesitated first but came closer to me . She sighed oiling my hair then began to dress it her touch on my cheeks and forehead send chill to my spine. I looked into the mirror staring at her." You don't like me too,do you"I asked looking back to my book. She stopped then signed" I don't think anyone deserve to be hated the way they do to you...." She said carefully not being too free.

" Why did you say that?" I asked " cause... cause...you are different, different from them, they don't see that but I know power does not lies in sword or swordmen but power lies in the hands of that man whose silence can kill" she said. I looked into the mirror and this time ,her eyes met with mine. I could feel her heart ponder in fear." You can go" I said dismissing her. She bowed turning to Leave but stopped." I am going now to bring your dinner, don't reject it" she said leaving with my lunch. I sighed staring at the mirror. Looked at my hair and found it shining." Son ,tread carefully I heard. I frowned looking around" the voice of that man? "If you claim to call me son,why can't you help me ? I got power but yet can't use them?I can't even fight with a sword and I have to lead men to war!" I yelled but got no reply. My head ponder but felt helpless. One of my trusted guard entered then bowed.

" Right hand man Kur want to see you, your highness....he demand your presence at the fighting hall. My heart race knowing what he want. He want to train me for the war. What I have done since childhood and has not gotten." Okay,tell him to wait patiently,I will be there" I said dismissing the guard. I stare at the gift father gave me when I turned twenty-four the dragon sword. One of it kind, cause I was father's favorite. It's useless since I can't use the swords