This story about a heart looking for a purpose to beat in this life,

the timeline in this story will be like year 1 to year 11 without saying what is the actual time in This story its a one-sided story without knowing the other side.

Y0

X was a boy like any boy. was going to school and hang out with his friends, there was no internet back then. He finally had an internet connection, he met his high school sweetheart, who doesn't know anything about love.

Z became a must-talk to daylily, and some sparkle started to form in his heart. they were so innocent they do not know anything about the harsh world out there.

They opened up to each other and the feeling was mutual, X and Z were in love for the 1st time in their life and the romance stared between them, and it was in the MSN only back then, it was the only way to chat, there was no smartphone.

Y1/Y2

X had a dream now to immigrate to Canada with Z and marry her there, and he loved her so bad, he'd die for her, Z did love him too like they meant to be the new version of Romeo and Julie.

they were lovers and two best friends, sending photos to each other when X see her pic his heart meltdown.

Unfortunately, X doesn't know this romance going to be a tragic one

Y3/4/

they were lovers for three years have the best time sending songs to each other, that love was so beautiful but was so hopeless when Z was afraid to keep talking to X for a reason he never knew.

Z asked X to stop break it up when she blocked him. X's life became a nightmare. He stopped studying and started to eat like a horse he gained 20KG in 8 months, his dream started to be a cloud of dust in front of him.

he was trying to reach her via E-mail with songs or a miss you mail but there was no response. He was staring at his favorite Z's best pic every day, one day she sent him a song that shows she missed him so much,

he burst into tears and start talking again But that didn't go well as before she was afraid to communicate with him.

it was a déjà vu moment X stopped chatting and calling her, deleted all of Z's photos so he doesn't want to go through that again,

the hope he had, has fallen through his hand like sand.

that year X lived his worst day ever, he was going home from college to spend his vacation with his family the only flight was going through Z's country he had only six $ in his pocket,

X didn't eat for 2 days and kept his six dollars only to call her.

X arrived to the airport and went to a payphone there, he stood there for like 30 mins thinking what he will say.

He called on all his courage to face the ordeal and called her number,

Z Answered not knowing it will be X. " hello there is me, X," he said.

" HI THERE !!!! WHERE ARE YOU???" she replied.

he explained to her, " ill love you forever and I won't forget you but I guess this is goodbye for us " he said while he was crying.

that six dollars gave me half-hour only and we spoke for 5 mins and the rest was crying. that chapter in his life was over

Y5

X was in the hospital with his grandma, suddenly his phone rang!

"Hi there X, this is K," she said

K was a friend of X when they were six years old.

she needed X's help with Facebook and he helped her out.

they start talking day after day, X liked her maybe K liked him back but all I know is X was afraid to love someone again.

they were talking like lovers do but without any love

Y6/7

K got engaged! X was sad yet happy for her, he loved her but never got the courage to tell her, X knew it will be another sad story

Y8

X's dream never changed, he want to go to Canada but not alone the one never showed up. there was an issue going on about him and Z,

X was accused he was cursing Z, but that never happened.

X talked to Z via WhatsApp and asked her about the issue.

she told him everything or at least what he needs to know.

Deep down X wanna try To save what they left behind.

he was trying to know can my dream become true!!

In X mind "I know that feelings change We won’t ever be the same But I don’t wanna forget you"

60 days on WhatsApp he felt she doesn't want to talk to him replaying his messages after 6 hours.

he stopped sending her and she never asked why did you stop texting me!!! he deleted her number and changed his number if it's meant to be Z will come back but she didn't and she got married to someone else.

the dream is gone now and he doesn't want to love or try to find the one.

fool he doesn't know the best is on the way.

Y9

X meets S

when he saw her for the 1st time he felt something never felt before, he was shy yet never stopped looking at her.

when X put his eyes on S, all of the sudden everything become blurry but, he is in love again he wanna be with S forever and ever it didn't take much time to tell her I LOVE YOU S and I want to be yours forever.

they got married and lived happily ever after <3

the end

this is a true story and it's a short one I hope to make it a move there is so much I didn't write

By A.M.R Mahanna