Author's note:-

Hello! This is my ever first story on Novel cat,and I'm new here also. I'm not a professional writer,and this story will contain grammatical and type errors as English isn't my first language.

I'm still improving my writing skill.

I'm an Author on wattpad,and this story is already published there. Also,I've wrote 3-4 fan fictions also

they're cringe. I prefer you to not check on them

My wattpad id @-EuphoricWrites_X

So this book is published on wattpad and the copyrights goes to wattpad and me..

And lastly,I hope you'll like my little piece of work :

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It's nearly two in the morning. I was tapping my foot continously. Nervous, Anxiety. I feel those. Fear gushing inside me. The rhythm of tapping my foot increased. My legs shivering. Hands getting wet.

It was eleven in the night, when Anna's water broke. Her scream woke me up. I was more scared than she. I panicked, a lot. Her screams pierced my heart. I caressed her hairs, when she was being laid on the stretcher. They directly took her to the labour room.

I dolefully sighed, when I couldn't go inside. A few minutes later, the doctor informed me, she isn't dilated enough, and we need to wait more. I requested, if I can go in there, but she woefully rejected my request.

Now, she is screaming, loud. Maybe she is dilated enough. I walked here and there, feeling nervous. I felt so different. Like, like some unknown fear. On the other side, I'm happy, because our little one's finally coming.

Sitting on the bench, I started reminiscing how beautiful our journey was. Anna was so beautiful that you can't even decipher. She is beautiful in and out. And this Jonas, who was a proud bachelor fell for her, fell for her smile.She have dimples,and when she smiles it grows bigger,adding extra cuteness. Anna was a blessing,of my life.The moment she gave me the news of her being pregnant,lord,I seriously don't know,whatsover feelings arised in my mind. A warmth spread all over my heart. Anna was more excited. She kept talking about the baby twenty four*seven. She was worried about how good mom she would be. I enjoyed handlig her mood swings,getting whatever she ordered for. I loved how she always showered kisses whenevr I gets her favourte things.

Our first sonography,when we saw our tiny baby,who looked like nuts,Anna and I cried,happily.

I just hope my baby and Anna is fine,and healthy.

"Mr.Edwards?"My thoughts halted,as I snapped my head towards the door,when the nurse called me. I stood up and marched towards her in a haste. I couldnt form words. It was,as if,the nurse could understand my feelings,that she spoke before me,"Congratulations,Its a baby girl."

I feel the paradise. The world summoned upon me. She's here. My baby girl. I waited for. A princess,just as I wanted. My little girl.

"But,I'm extremely sorry to say,your wife is no more. The delivery was a bit aggressive for her. She couldn't afford it." She spoke,voice felt sorrowful. The ground snatched under my feet. The sorrow blinded my eyes. The pain, tore my heart. This is,over. She's gone. Forever. She was with me,few hours ago and then..

The nurse went inside,sighing at me sympathetically. I didn't moved,neither cried. My mind was frozen. I was numb. My feet were glued to the place where I was standing. It was as if someone snatched my heart. It almost stinked with unbearable pain. I lost her. I lost her. My face went pale,no expressions either.

"Mr. Edward"I heard someone call me. His voice echoed my ears. It was silent for me. Absent mindly, I walked inside, where I saw her for one last time. She had her whole body covered white cloth. I took steps slowly. My hands shivered to remove the cloth to see her face. My eyes pour tears. When I opened the cloth, I cried out, loud. Her eyes closed, indicating she's in deep sleep, in somewhere where she can't come back, even if she's hearing my cries and pleass. I hugged her corpse, close to my chest. She didn't moved. Still. I stroked her blonde golden hairs;I always loved the texture. She's no more, no more.

After awhile, I finally looked at her, and kissed her forehead. Lingering my lips longer than usual. The tears escaped from my eyes trailed down to her neck. I watched her lifeless body helplessly. She left me.

I'm sorry love, I'm a coward, I couldn't save you. I'm sorry.

Wiping my tears, I ran away, not even wanting to see my daughter. I felt everything blank. Darkness all around me.

"Your daughter!" The doctor shouted from behind,stopping me on tracks. I didn't had the guts to turn around and take a look. All my excitement,disappeared into thin air. She patted my shoulder,making me turn around. I looked at her,pathetically." She is here with you. She left herself within your daughter. She's here forever with you. Don't cry." The doctor's words seemed worked,it was so soothing. The doctor slightly extended her hands,and moved the cloth that covered her face. I saw her. She was Anna,itself. Angel. She had fare skin and red cheeks,her eyes were phoenix,so were Anna's. She opened her eyes,to look me,deeply,as if calming my broken heart. Her innocent blue eyes,those were mine,she got from me.

"Your daughter,Jonas." Doctor spoke,handling her to me. I was scared to hold her. She was just like cotton,she can be easily crushed. I gasped out,due to the pain in my heart. My eyes became blurry. I cried,loud,hugging her to myself. This wasn't supposed to happen. I wanted Anna to see me taking our child.

"Anna would be happy to see you both happy." Doctor mumbled. I don't know,but I felt extreme pain. She isn't here.

I hugged my daughter more closely,as much as I can.

"Don't cry for the dead,live for the one,who is the reason." The doctor added,before going in.

I can't be weak,Can I? My daughter is here. I promised her,i would take care of her,give all the love,protect her.

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Anna's last rites,just finished. My baby,saw her mother for the first and the last time. I couldn't help,but shed tears. How am I gonna make things work,without her? How will I take care of my daughter,without her mother?

I came back home,with my daughter."See this is your home." I said,sighing,to my daughter,who was in my arms. She looked at the door,innocently. Chuckling,i opened the door. There was a crib,which I bought when Anna was 5 months pregnant. We were so excited for our first baby.

Slowly,I laid her on the crib,and covered her with the baby blanket. She looked everything,probably wondering what they are. I remembered the doctor's words then,"you should feed the baby,milk,every 2-4 hours. If she cries,then make sure you give her feed right there. Make sure to clean her,change her diapers. Baby shouldn't be irked,so change her diapers before it's full."

"Okay,let's get into work. Daddy will come now." I said,placing a soft kiss on her forehead. Her skin was so soft,she was like a doll. I ran to the kitchen. Boiled the water,mixed it with milk powder and poured it to the formula. I checked the hotness of milk,before I reached her.

Slowly,and carefully,I picked her up. Its so difficult to pick her up. I gets scared. Im afraid. What if I lands her on floor? So,picking her up is a big deal for me,even after the doctor showed me how to do it.

I sat on the couch,and slowly placed formula near her mouth. She must have hungry that she latched it,immediately. I kept staring her. When I thought of the positive side,I should live for her.

I don't have anyone else than she,she don't have anyone else than me.

We're same.