Naked and being pushed against a cold wall, I was sweating and panting, his strong warm hands held my hip firmly. He pecked on my lips and continued by kissing my stiff nipples desperately making me let out a low moan. I want him, I really wanted him more. A shiver ran through my spine as he continued kissing down my body, I could feel the heat building up in between my legs, I wanted him inside me that too right now at this moment. I was about to tell him to f*** me as hard as possible but thats

when I woke up. A dream? That's it? Just a dream but it felt way too real, I could still feel the heat between my thighs. Oh.....isn't it Tuesday; I sat up from my bed holding my head when I realized that it was till today I told David I do pay him back and I still didn't know how, thought I would be able to do something if I got my clinic passed but they said I had to improve it a bit more and try applying again next year. I have been applying for past 3 years and still they wouldn't accept nor could I spend some more money on improving it. My clinic was close to Tim Millens Hospital which was one of the famous in the whole country, I thought having a psychologist close by could easily get a lot of attention from people as well as it do be the best and easiest place for anyone to spot out even though a little costly. But things didn't seem to go well, I tried to be friends with the doctors there just in case they need to suggest someone but no one agreed except my bestie Dr.Herlin, we have been friends from 7th grade and she tried everything she could to help me but nothing seemed to work and that's when she told might be getting an approval for the clinic could make it better and with that I could ask schools, hospitals and many other places to contact me in need but again cost was an issue as my clinic needed a pass that it is clean and has a great environment, now their needs were expensive than I imagined. I still did my best but ends up getting rejected. What if I ask Herlin for some advice? But looks like she needs advice more than me nowadays. Getting off my bed I freshened up and quickly left to my clinic after having a cup of coffee.

Sitting in my chair I kept looking around the clinic, wasn't this ok? It looked perfect but just for me.

"Hey, Morning Clasa" I saw a familiar face peeking in.

"Herlin, Good morning I was thinking of talking to you about something. Hmm...on your shift?"

"Ya will start in 30 minutes.No time to sit sorry, just thought of seeing you early in the morning that's it."

"Hmm...ah...Herlin I told David..."

"Oh, would one sixth of the money be enough? Then I can sure give from my account or borrow from someone a little more."

"Ok then that do be fine, at least I can ask for some more time with that."

Within 4 hours she transferred the amount to my account. I was about to transfer it to him I saw when he suddenly came into my clinic. I was surprised as he usually would call and him personally coming here didn't seem good.

"Clasa, I know you are surprised but I did have something very important to talk to you" he said pulling out a chair and sitting in front of me "You know I lend money to many as well as rent a lot of properties I own. You know this plot and this building is mine which I have rented you and on top of that I have lend you a lot of money too. You haven't even paid the interest of those properly and keeps on asking me for some more time. This was the last time and I told you back when you asked too no more time."

"David I was about to transfer the money by then..."

"How much?" he asked cutting me off "you can get away saying some excuse on phone but now now Clasa, how much?"

"A good amount...You know it's a lot of money so..."

"How much dear?"

"One forth, that too I have sold few of my...."

"Ha ha ha.....that's all? Huh....uh...hoo. If you were me what would you do?"

"David I understand I'm trying my best just that I need my clinic to be"

"Shh....I guess I gave you alot of time to speak, more than I gave others but that was because you were young and ambitious. I know it can get difficult at this age for all but this is too much. I'm getting married in about a month and I'm gonna sell this plot with the building in three days in case you don't pay tomorrow, I know dear it's too much to make with just a day but I really think you must give this up now."

"Please David, I really have hopes it will be better and then I'll sure pay all at once."

"Nope, pay it tomorrow if you want your clinic orelse forget it. I can't wait any longer."

"Not tomorrow you clearly know I can't but please I need the clinic. I can do something else might be find someone you can rent your plots to or might be....."

"Be my slut."

I was shocked and thought I did hear it wrong "wh...wha....what?"

"Be my little slut or pay it. If you agree to be in my bed anytime when ever I want I'll forget half the payment and you can take as long as you want to pay me the rest."

How dare this bastard talk to me like this, he was about my father's age and I'm sure he already has kids older than me. I would take anything but this was disrespectful, "I will pay you back all your money and I don't need your clinic do whatever you want with it you bastard" I immediately left my clinic with few of my belongings. I couldn't stoop so low.

"You serious? Left it? How could you let it go? Ah....ok I get it." Herlin said when I went back to return her money.

"Thanks, I'm thinking of going back to my home....." and there was a long pause between us.

"To your stepfather?"

"Ah....ya, he isn't like my dad but not a bad person"

"Oh ya I....I get it, ok" I knew she was worried about me. My life was a total mess from the day I lost my dad and that was in 10th grade. My mom didn't wanna marry but granny wanted her to and forced mom to get married to her distance relative who was a widower who already had a son and a daughter a few months before she passed away. My mom did agreed to it cause she was jobless then and she knew I needed a father for a good future but the father I got didn't wanna spent even a penny on me. To make things worse my mom passed away in a few weeks after I joined university and then nothing changed for better. I didn't even feel I belonged in there and not cause they were bad but they didn't have any feelings for me. I was staying with them and that's it they were completely ignoring me as if I didn't even exist there. But my stepdad had spend some money while I was in my university. It was actually my home which after mom passed away they got so I really didn't have to feel uncomfortable about going back but I had no money for anything much, might not even be enough for food for all four of us after a month. But what else do I do, not for long but just till I come up with an idea to move on.