/pls listen to the song and read/

　　V_

　　*Listening to "one of my favorite song"*

　　I thought of everything, the conditions he gave me, the looks we exchanged that day..

　　The deadline is getting closer. I don't know what he might do, but he'll do it either way out of his whims, he's always been like that reckless, direct and ever so childish.

　　I, his family, I did that to them. I caused it.

　　*reliving the sin in my mind*

　　3 years ago, on his birthday 3/3 I got the invitation as usual. I was still his Best friend then, a big important part of his life. He always were picky about the people he adds to his little world around him.

　　I got excited, I dusted my shoes, and bags, I even decided to wear a hat to his party, I intended to place a smile on his face that day by wearing the hat, knowing him too well he would make fun of me in it... It was our thing, plus I always did look funny in hats..