Poor decision in life choices
Chapter 1
The transfer
I looked at the long line of students waiting for the Celestia to give them this dipolma and swallowed, I hated huge crowds like this and my poopy diaper wasn't helping as the T.A took my hand again and lead me forward.
"Today is the day Sweetie, I'm so proud of you!" he said as she ruffled my hair messing up my cap."
"Miss V will you stop that!" I said as I rearranged my cap the same color as my raven hair which hung down to my shoulder as my mom nor anyone had cut it since the day I was diagnosed with autism.
It was late summer when I was 13 years old between my 5th and 6th grade years when I was tested for any learning disabilities again as my often varied performance was spotty..
The room was stifling and it was hard to breath in the room where the test was given,so I wasn't exactly as my best so the results weren't amazing...according to the test I was severely autistic and had the mental facility of a later 2 year old, it also didn't help matters that Iliked wearing my bedwetting diapers during the day and using them as school. So I was put in Special education classes at a preschool level and now 6 years later I was graduated.
Jones, Luna Called the principal knocking me out of my stupor, Miss V helped me waddle on stage and I accepted my dioplma red faced certain someone could smell.me bit none said anything. I Bowed and.left the stage to join my mom who hugged me...
"Well this has been a wild ride hasn't it" She said dusting my gown.
"Yeah, you promised me a tutor so I can learn what I've missed." I asked once we were out of earshot.
"This summer sweetie, it'll be tough so sure you want this. 6th grade education can be ok your dad enter the work for at 15" she reminded me as we entered the car.
"Mom that was common in the 1950's." I
said rollin my eyes looking at the sky hold my diploma.
It didn't make much sense alot of the kids were so much smarter than me because of it but, at least it was done and my mom would be taking care of me from now on, or so I though.
It was about a week later the orderlies showed up to the house in a white van with papers declaring I was now a ward of the state, since my mom was the only one who could care for me and she worked so my care could not be total.
"The state is quite clear on these matters Miss anyone considered to have an mental age under 7 needs constantly supervised to prevent themselves from being hurt, since you cannot provide that the state has assigned her to a mental care facility to do so." with that they forced me on the stretcher and forced me into the restraints as I fought and screamed for her and she said she would be getting an attorney...
They put me in the transport and the metal doors slammed shut with a bang.
"Where are you taking me, I want my Mommy!" I Demanded to which they shoved a pacifier in my mouth and I felt a sharp pain in my thigh before passing out.
When I woke up I was cuffed to a bed with leather straps so tight my hand and feet were numb and the room was like a hotel room, but the room had more final sense to it to the left was a locked bathroom, and to the right a windows with bars on it...I quickly came to the realization...I was now in a hospital for the severely disabled...
" Hey what the fuck is this!" I Screamed and a few mintues later I hear the sound of key and a large deadbolt being slid and a man in a doctor's uniform entered.
" Ah Miss Jones you're awake good. Are you going to behave and be a good girl or do we have to sedate you again we don't like restraining a baby girl, but we will if we must,now will you calm dow. so I can take those icky cuffs off you..
" ok" I breathed and he undid the restrains.
You are in the Arbor view mental hospital aserdo-wooley which will be your home until your mother finds a caregiver or a family is assigned to you."
"You guys took me over a hundred and fifty miles from home to commit me to a psychiatric clinic...what happened to Olympia..aren't they hospitalis there..." I asked pissed about the distance."
He smiled and just laughed.
"Such hard thinking can give a retard a headache don't you think."
" Don't patronize me you ass!" I Screamed as my temper flared but backed away as he pulled out a syringe."
"Don't make me sedate you again Lulu" He snapped pushing me back on to the bed. Dinner is at six your nurse will fed you. Now someone will be with the stuff for your nursery soon." he turned away and left.
As time passed I watch some.tv and noticed everything but baby shows were blocked, the outlets were covered with those dumb child things, and the bathroom was locked..when they said I would be watched and protected I guess they meant It.
" And I have to live here now...Fuck!" I screamed and looked at my clothes which was a pink footed jumper with snaps I did it find a simple medical brief soaked in my urine and probably full to... "so these cheap things are my diapers now great...I'm gonna leak every where.." I hit the wall pissed only to find they were plush and had no give.
" Ahh fuck" I screamed in rage and began to beat it until my.punches were weak and I fell back on my load squishing it.
"I hope my mom visits soon."
