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ALTER EGOS

ALTER EGOS

Author:KAZUKI

Finished

Fantasy

Introduction
Kaniel Outis a man or a girl who's finding his or herself by experiencing peoples, animals, insect, plants etc... Lives to understand what and who she/he is. Finding answers is not always easy and sometimes you might get the wrong answer and regret it.
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Chapter

In the darkness there I was waiting, waiting for one light to be seen once again, hoping to find entertainment, hoping to find something new, hoping to find someone, hoping to find... Hope.

Waiting and waiting is the only things that I can do, moving is impossible, talking is impossible, here in the darkness I was in despair no one to talk to, no one to help you, no one to ask for help, hell this is hell, a word that I think that is befitting for what place this is and I'm, I'm the prisoner of hell.

Feeling despair once again, I, the only thing that I do is waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting ... But who is I who am I where am I how am I here... What... Am I?, a questions that I need answers to... To know who am I.

Waiting and waiting until... An orb of light popped up out of nowhere, I tried to go to it but... I can never move as I my consciousness and mind is still intact, I wait again and again and again... The light vanished the darkness becomes darker it's not even close to black anymore but a void of nothingness that only resembles the color black but... I know that it's not black.

Waiting and waiting, nothing to do, nothing to feel anymore as I waited and waited I forgot how to feel emotions, 'despair, oh despair I never thought that I would wish to feel you once again but... Even a silly wish cannot come true.'

'Darkness and silence do come a great pair, faith oh faith how come you are quite unfair, my hope and light why won't you come to this hell, oh I wonder?, I wish to know who am I but... Freedom is much more better, where is my knight and shining armor to help me escape from this hell, where every time I see a light and vanished makes me feel like I fell, I fell in the void, in nothingness where dark and silence are ruling hell, oh I do wonder what can I do to escape in this place known as hell.'

I talk to myself wanting to know the answer why am I here, how to escape from here but... Knowing myself is the one I desire to find an answer.

I waited and waited once again for a light to emerge, to lighten the darkness... I wait and wait once again but still no light.

Waiting for a light isn't always the answer but, I wonder if there's no light can I create it?, trying it for the first time always failed but maybe just maybe I can... Save myself by doing something new and not waiting for a light to emerge.

I tried and tried but nothing happened maybe because I don't know the first step but... I do enjoy finding an answer and solution for myself as it counts an entertaining process of success but... I can't predict the future and I do not know if... I can create a light or if it's even possible but... A new idea brings me a new life.

I tried and tried but nothing happens, I wait and wait but nothing emerged yet... I don't feel discourage as I feel like something unusual will happen in the next moment.

I tried and tried but nothing happened, I tried and tried but nothing happened, I tried and tried but nothing happened...

I waited and waited but nothing emerged, I waited and waited but nothing emerged, I waited and waiter but nothing emerged...

I tried once again hoping to create a light... I tried and tried but nothing happened... I tried once again and it was at this moment that an orb of light emerged right in front of me, I watched it hoping it comes closer to me, the light's coming closer and closer and stopped.

In my vision not a single darkness remains, light filled my vision, a white shining in yellow color can be seen in my vision.

Hoping something to happen I waited and waited but nothing unusual happened only my vision was filled with light.

I waited and waited but nothing happened, I feel despair once again, feeling despair once again make me remember how it hurts and thinking I was so silly wishing to feel it again, now that I'm feeling it again I regret saying I wish I can feel despair again.

I waited and waited but nothing happened, I was blinded by the light still shing as the first time I seen it but it was the same as the darkness... Not giving me a chance to escape.

I despair and despair as I wait, feeling hopeless, I only waited again.

I waited and waited for a long time not feeling despair anymore, I only wait now, waited and waited but nothing happened.

As I waiting once again I heard a sound, a new sound that I haven't heard in this place even in the place I was in, I fixed my gaze at the sound hoping to find something new and there it was a door can be seen.