chapter 1

the sound of the life support device can be heard, the ceiling is silent and white" was what I heard after feeling my stomach" it's deflating I'm trying to get up, do I feel pain in my body?"

"I don't know what day it is and how many months I've been lying in bed" here in the hospital, I looked down at my stomach, I'm not mistaken, I can see right away" with my two eyes?"

"the tears started to flow, I suddenly entered the wrap" wrapped that I don't know if it's a doctor or a nurse doc" cheerfully, he said and didn't care about my situation and hugged me tightly?"

I can see from wearing this face shield with thick tears, his eyes recognized him" Who is Dennis Cruz, my nurse friend and one of my interns at the clinic?"

"thank God" he woke up for almost half a year, right comatose' he told me tearfully" doc alegre I will call the family, you for the good news" he took the cell phone, which was wrapped in plastic" and was about to start dial, I shook my head don't call them" I want a surprise when I come from the hoarse voice I spoke to Dennis?"

he nodded" and was obviously avoiding me, the baby, I asked Dennis" ahhh!!! I'll get you something to eat doc" he said and just as I was about to come out I said the baby!! I'll insist on asking even though he seems to know the answer" to my question and the tears started to flow.

crying, he came and shook his head "sorry!! doc, we and your fellow doctors" are doing everything but the son couldn't handle it, you were the one who fought against covid" I'm  so-sorry" he said and hugged me I.

I didn't do anything, I didn't cry for two days since I woke up my friends, my doctor stabilized me, I did therapy, the next day because I was comatose for almost half a year, it was hard for me to stand alone. Doc Tevez said that Dennis and Claire patiently took care of me" since I was comatose, so I am very grateful to them both?"

After a week I was strong and able to go out, so I took a swab test" I exited to go home because I'm sure mom and dad" even Kenji" will be happy when I get the results, I fixed it, and the bills" I was overwhelmed I'm over six million in size and my speed is too?"

hard" I have medical insurances so it was reduced a lot, when I left the medical city" my fellow doctor was standing in line, and he was offering flowers" in tears I reached out to him almost unable to touch him, but I was wondering about Dennis and Claire" instead of being happy when I came out, it was very sad even doc Tevez" be brave doc alegre, when you go outside."

he said this meaningfully because there were many greetings from the staff, he didn't pay much attention to the three" until I got to the parking area" there was almost nothing to see and you couldn't recognize my car in the thick of the dust?"

I'd better stop by the car wash first, next to the hospital, it's a bit "normal, there's a lot of people around, outside far away" from covid, mom and dad?

queue" at the hospitals, and it took a long time to get slots" mom and dad remember, before I lost consciousness" Kenji and I were supposed to get married" four days before the wedding mom and dad and I tested positive, my return was stopped the sight of knocking the carwash?"

it's over" he said, I handed him the payment, and he was very happy. It's a good thing my car has a full tank because I saw that gasoline is expensive at the gasoline station I pass by, maybe because of the pandemic?"

when I got to the house" the night was very dark and almost forested, I pressed the remote control of the electric gate" when I got in I was exposed to thick dry leaves, which were lit by my car and our four cars, which was the same as my car earlier You can't recognize me, I was also surprised when I got off because the car is complete" but there is no one in our house?"

I shrugged my shoulders and ignored what was going through my mind" I opened our big door and flicked the switch" our big living room lit up very quietly, far from the happy living room it used to be" every time I used to play the piano" while mom, sing famous carpenter's songs?"

I looked around which was almost full of thick dust" and my eyes were fixed on the center" of my table where there were four" earned, my tears started to fall and as I got closer the four names, which were written" became clearer. out of four earned?"

Belinda Alegre, Dion Alegre, Arthur Solidad and Lauren Solidad" I fell down in front of the four earned, and cried and cried mama, papa" nay, tay!!! why did you leave me, I cried for almost more than three hours sitting in front of the ashes of my parents and nanny and her husband?" 

I got up and went into the kitchen and took a sip of wine" I looked at the bar like it was water, after I closed the main door, I went up to the room carrying the bottle of wine" my room was a mess, I looked in the closet, the clothes compartment was clean kenji" and just left these old things behind?"

I started to clean, my helper when I finished it was almost dawn and I was soaking in the bathtub" after he was not able to dry it, and was able to get dressed with a towel over it as I laid my flat body down?"

the next day" I woke up early and planned to go to Hunter's house, I just grabbed something to eat from the fridge" after I finished breakfast I showered and got dressed after eight o'clock" when I got to the entrance of the subdivision, I saw the hunter's car that was just coming out and maybe it didn't recognize my car because it just passed me, I better maneuver the car, and just follow Kenji?