I was in my office quietly sitted and being surrounded by thoughts. Yeah...my thoughts. I was thinking of my beautiful Queen, the soon to be named Mrs Winstead, My Monica. She was always in my mind day and night and, sometimes I'd think of her waking up right I'm front of me, with a beautiful smile placed on her face. Call it ' Emberacing for a man', but we both know that, when love takes over there is just no turning back.
I gave Martin a call, to inform him to come to my office. Martin is my PA, he is one of the best employees I have and, when it comes to trust issues I trust him full heartedly.
I heard a sudden knock on my office door and I assumed it was Martin.
" Come in," I kindly spoke.
Martin got in and stood right in front of my table, waiting for me to speak.
"Mr Williams, Please inform Ms Kathalina to begin with the wedding planning," I said.
"Yes sir, I'll get it done right away...well, congratulations on your wedding," he kindly said, as he placed a smile on his face.
"Thank you Mr Williams, I really appreciate that."
He nodded with a smile still placed on his face, then he turned his heels and headed for the door, while I continued making some phone calls.
It was an hour later after I was done making phone calls and honestly speaking I was so exhausted but, there was one more phone call I needed to make. I needed to hear her soft voice and surprise her with the news she always craved to hear. She'd always bother me about this and l'd always avoid her because, I wasn't ready to be committed to anyone yet, but now that she has proved herself and has patiently waited for me, I guess it was my turn to make a move.
I picked my phone from the table and dialed her number in, then I connected the call, she immediately picked up her phone on the ring, that was one of the best things I loved about her.
"Hello babe," I begin.
"Hey Jordan."
"Umm...hey there is something I need to tell you."
"I need to tell you something too, Jordan." she said nervesly and the sound of her voice was barely audible.
"Are you...never mind that, I wanted to tell you that we are..." she stopped me before I could even finish what I wanted to say.
"Jordan...let's break up." her words took me for a shock.
"WHAT! why?" I said, feeling so frustrated. "But babe...what happened? why are you suddenly breaking up with me?" I continously asked her.
"Mr Winstead, stop asking me questions and just accept it already because this is for real and I really don't want to have a long discussion about this matter, so whatever we had between us is OVER!" she said nervesly but angrily and her mood suddenly changed.
"Monica please..." she hungs up the call, not even giving me a good reason why she just did that, somehow I felt like I don't even know her, we were always fine and sweet with no problems, I never thought a time like this would ever come nor did I even see my mistake in all this.
I stepped out of my sit as I couldn't believe what just happened, she broke us off before I could even surprise her with the news about our wedding. I had never seen or heard that side of her in my life and today was the very first time she ever revealed it. It was so embracing to even imagine telling Ms Kathalina to cancel the wedding plan or to inform my family and friends about this tragic moment.
Walking out of my office, I felt all eyes on me but nevertheless I didn't care. I got by the main exit and headed straight for the packing lot. I hopped into my car and drove off with my heavy heart that was on fire. It was around 16:00 p.m when I got by a bar. I stepped out of my car and headed straight for the entrance, all I needed at that time was a drink or maybe drinks.
I have been drinking for about two hours and I was still craving for more. I wasn't planning to leave anytime soon because drinking all night is all I could do if it's worth forgetting about everything.
"Dude, enough" I heard a voice behind me but wasn't sure who it was actually referring to, so I decided to ignore it and continued sipping my bottle of whisky. I suddenly felt my bottle being snatch from me, I wasn't in a good state but managed to turn around to see that ass hole who dared to ruin my moment.
"Dude, you have been drinking for hours and you look worse than a drunk person," he said
"You...you...ass hole," I barely said much.
"Man, you better stop or I will do something I honestly don't want to do."
"Just go away man, she left me anyway, so just let me enjoy my sad moments alone. I don't need your help, your pity or your damn company, so just return my drink and LEAVE! or unless you want your ass kicked," I managed to speak, but before I knew it I was being knocked off on the ground.
"Sorry man, but there was just know other way of making shut up," he said. My eyes slowly close and I suddenly fell unconscious.
I woke up in an unknown place, feeling like my head has a load of 50kg in it.
"Looks like you had a lot to drink last night." That's when I heard a male voice on the right side of the bed, l quickly hopped out of the bed in shock.
"Dude, did i...did we..."
"No! Seriously dude? How...how could I even do...no, nothing happened last night, so don't take it the wrong way," he said, leaving me in total confusion.
"Then why the hell do I wake up in an unknown place, sleeping next an unknown man, even in unknown bed?"
" Dude, I've already told you that nothing happened last night...I mean I'm not gay, so stop being such a sissy, would you?" while understanding I managed to calm down.
"How are you feeling?" He asked.
"Like l've been hit by a truck and stabbed a thousand times in my heart," I replied placing the most saddest look on my face.
"Ahhhhhh, let me guess...women?" I turned to him and noticed how seriously funny he looked with one of his eye brow raised but managed to not laugh, then I immediately turned away.
" Dude, that's how they all are, they predent to be all faithful and bla...bla, but at the end they leave you without even thinking about how you are feeling. All you have to do is hang in there and to not let your emotions control you...I mean not like she that only girl in the world or something." with that he walked out of the room and only God knows were he headed to. I was left alone and thoughts begin visiting, I was thinking about what he said earlier, and honestly speaking I was acting like a sissy.
I managed to pull myself together and walked out of the room. I wasn't familiar with the place but managed to found the living room which was two doors away from the room. I found that guy sitting on the couch,.watching television.
"Hey dude, I want thank you and also apologies for my actions just now," I said in the most politest way.
"Nah, no biggies, I'm not even mad, you were drunk anyway and, I just did something anyone else would have done. By the way, I'm Koray Edward and this is my apartment so, no need to pay any bills," he said.
"Jordan...Jordan Winstead."
"Well, guess we friends now."
"Yeah...I guess," I said, as we both burst in to laughter.
