/Eun sang POV/

It been two years,three months,15hurs and 5 mins without me having a child to call my own.

I look at myself in the mirror, seeing the reflection of me i sight. i have been thinking of a solution to solve my problem Because i am tire of people labelling me as a childless person and plus my husband family is adding to the problem.

My name is Eun sang, I live in South Korea,I am a Robotics Engineer who design and construction android and The Technology Code for a very large technology company in South Korea.

Married to Jis soo my amazing, protective and caring husband .

he has always encourages me to wait for the right time and I can't live without him because he my source of joy and happiness.

My husband is a Cardiothoracic surgery and He is one of the best doctors there in Korea

I have been thinking lately of a solution an i have spend some of my nights thinking about it. And I have already concluded in my mind on what I was going to do.

Hi honey"somebody said behind me frightening me,When I turn I saw it was my husband"

Hi, I didn't hear you coming in"I said letting out a long Agonized sigh"

Baby, what with that sad face, don't tell me u are still thinking about what my family said yesterday"he said sitting next to me on the bed making the bed sank a little"

You don't understand okay, do u no how your family called my barren yesterday??Even my friend calls me barren behind my back and I no u are not happy with this situation"I said almost crying"

Jez seriously,I am happy that I am with you okay. You are my joy and my happiness, I don't care about what people say about u "he smiled and kissed my right chin "

What if you live me and follow other woman who can bear you a child"I said crying and stood up From the bed turning my face to the wall"

Honey,look at me I will never live you for any thing in this world I swear" he said standing up for the bed and turning my face to his direction before he kissed my forehead "

Baby I was thinking...about..o.ur..problem...and..a..so.lut.io..n to it "I said stammering nervously"

I thought we just talked about it just now,why are u bringing it up again and why are you stammering. That is weird "he said murmuring the last word, looking at me curiously??

Baby you should hear me out First and stop looking at me like that with that expression of yours "I said holding his hands"

ok,this discussion must be serious because we are holding hands.I am listening, go on "he said with a joking expression"

Can you be serious, this is a urgent matter " i said looking Gazing at him"

Stop Gazing at me, it's making you look hot " he said sweetly"

Ahhhh, can you be serious for a minute" i asked with a serious tone"

Okay, sorry. I am all ears but can we sit down??? " he asked and i nodded okay and we sat down on the bed facing each other"

I was thinking, as we don't have a child. Why don't we create one, As you have refused the idea of us adopting a child "I said waiting for his reaction"

About us adopting a child, i don't like the idea okay but as for us Creating a child is way too funny. like how....are we now god?? "he asked laughing out loud "

I have been thinking about it for nights now and i.... "I was interrupted by him"

You were what??? You have been thinking about this for nights now??.do you want to get sick or lost weight or lo....."i interrupted him"

Ahhhh you are so annoying, i slept okay.i just thought about it for one hour or not even up to any hour but the point is that i slept on time okay, so don't get it twisted " i said rolling my eyes"

You should have said that before, i thought you said you didn't sleep for almost half of the night. Next Time make sure you include that first before you making me scared " he said with a worried expression"

You don't have to be worried okay and you are over reacting. please Don't interrupt me again, let me finish" i said giving him a Stern look and he nodded okay"

As i was saying early because you interrupted me, i thought about us creating our own child. Is not like who are creating it as God gave us breath. I meant building a robot child who looks like a human, okay look at it this way I'm a robotics engineer and you are one of the best doctor in Korea"I paused and looking at his reaction"

I Know I'm one of the best doctor there in korea and also good looking but that doesn't mean i can give a robot life and make it breath air like us and also calling it our child. I don't think this will work and i think we should wait and pray to God to give us a child and not building a robot child " he said at me"

How long am i going to wait and pray, i am impatient. The pressure from everywhere is too mush and us building a child is the best option for us to do.

I do want a child to talk to and call my own. Don't forget I'm a robotic engineer and i can build the body structure for it and you as a doctor can show me where to places things like where the heart, lung, vital organs supposed to be placed "I said smiling"

Are you even sure this will work, because I am not sure about this " he asked with no expression on his face"

I am 98% sure it will work, all we have to do is to travel away from Korea and go far away to creat it secretly "I said"

What!!!!, transfer out of Korea. No No No, that is not going to work "he said looking at another side of the room"

Honey please, it just for a few years. Please i am begging you, you said you love me and can do anything for me, please consider this please " i said placing my hands on his chins to make his face turn to my direction"

I love you okay, you know i love you but us leaving Korea, leaving our jobs and families there to Start a new life is unacceptable "he said avoiding looking into my eyes"

Please baby, is not like you are quitng your job as doctor. You don't have to quit okay, it's just transferring to USA to work there.Please do this for me " i said giving him one of my irresistible puppy look"

Don't look at me like that, don't try to make me agree with that adorable face of yours " he said trying to look away from my face but i held his face close to mine"

You are so adorable and I can never say no to that face. Okay i agree, let do what you like if that makes you happy " he said smiling finally giving up"

/I know my puppy face will work, it always do/

Thank you baby "i said happily hugging him tightly"

I think you are going to squeeze me to death, i can't breath. let go a little bit " he said"

Oh sorry " i said letting go of him"

I would have to talk to the hospital director to give me a transfer letter to USA and giving him an excuse that I have something urgent to do there"he said"

Yes, u need a transfer letter from the hospital because it will take a long time creating our child" I said smiling"

Don't get too excited pumpkin, so what about your work "he asked"

I was thinking of quitting"I said"

Why do you want to quit, can you not just transfer to another facility in the States " he asked"

I can but I just want to take time off work to focus on the building of our child "i said happily"

Ok,now we need to make my family and yours to believe that you are pregnant"he said happily"

that will be awesome because I know that your family will treat me more nicely now"I said smiling"

I hope you are happy now"he said kissing me"

Yes I am happy" murmuring into the kiss