So it happens very early but sadly and alot happened. I'm Lola and I fell in love very early. It all happened at school and I can recall it like yesterday I met mark in primary and there he was this nice looking, well groomed gent who took pride in himself and he's school work alittle. So I liked this guy first day of school and he took my breath away. You know I got this glimpse as I gazed into he's eyes my heart would easily melt. So no one said love as first sight would be easy especially when you fall in love with a stranger but you know every second is always worth the rush and blush. You know that true love is hard to find but deep down its all to the heart. So no one can tell you how your heart can think for you but you can surely think about everything and plan every day and count your fish in the sea. I took my thoughts into thinking about him, I couldn't lie my feelings to sleep so I thought more. I was always convinced to let the boy come to you but suddenly for me the wheels kept changing and I'd hate not to tell you'll the whole story but then I need to be honest with you'll so I'll start from the beginning. So Mark and I met in grade 6 but then we where strangers . The following year he was like a new man the guy I never thought I'd get the chance to fall in love with. So as we got to class the next day I swear I couldn't take my eye of him. Where I walked I saw him, as I stood I thought about him, like I just couldn't stand being meters away from him. Like I saw him everywhere. As I went to sleep my main thought was him as I walked into class my shyness was because of him, I had a priority to go to school for and see he's cute face. So had had my reasons For loving this dude I could go one for days without a frown on my face just the thought of him on my mind and what I thought we could have been and as I go on you'll understand about this books tittle and why I have a broken heart till now. You know my life isn't perfect and I've learned from every mistake I've made and every heart break I've received. Its not nice feeling rejection but every time I've learned a a certain lesson. So who said girls can't tell guys about how they feel its just that the whole process is very unusual but it can be done no one should tell you otherwise bit its been a lesson that I won't forget the rejection I received that day is worth compare you cans put it into words because its more hurtful than being socially embarrassed by the guy himself so as I was saying read more to hear my painful backstabbing issue that till now I can't forget but I've learnt to forgive