_ I never asked for time back, repeating all the stories lara_

Sahira smiled proudly, the long struggle paid off. Staying up late, back and forth Gramedia looking for reference books. Repeated revisions from the supervisor. Passing the test, eventually it will be wise too. Who is not proud, being the best graduate is a dream since becoming a new student. His steps were so excited to leave the room, his best friend was waiting with a few bouquets of flowers and chocolates. Also proud of Sahira's collapse during his education in college.

Sahira has just turned twenty one years old, last month. Think of it as the most beautiful gift of cum laude, as the beginning of a journey to a better future. Sahira smiled happily, wiping her best friend's hug was full of warmth.

"Thank you very much, my most beautiful friends, you must also be enthusiastic about pursuing exams, so that we can graduate together, okay?" She said, accepting presented his two friends next to.

"We're not as smart as you, Sa. Don't expect more, just finished the guidance, thank you very much. "Belia replied, glancing at Kinan. "What's more, the mentor, the lecturer, is the most difficult, my goodness. Kinan also ran away, I was complicated by myself. "

"What the heck, the lyrics. I'm guiding me, you just too much negative thinking. "Kinan replied, find the sarcasm from Belia.

Sahira's laughter sounded crisp, shaking her head at the behavior of her friend who often argued. "The important thing is that you have to graduate, not graduation together is not a big problem. "She intervened, groping the contents of the bag. A flat black object is already in hand, looking for the name of the supervisor to express his gratitude for his help and hard work during the process towards the thesis trial. His name is Agam Permana, a man who has been a supervisor and a man who has also loved Sahira since he was a student in his early semester.

Sahira Asma: Assalamualaikum Mr. Agam Permana, I passed the exam and Alhamdulilah Cumlaude. Thank you very much, for your guidance over the last few months. Hopefully your kindness will be rewarded with better returns. And hopefully also given maximum health, smooth sustenance by Allah SWT.

Shortly thereafter, the message was read and the display on the screen seemed to change to a type. Suddenly Sahira was pounding, waiting for an answer from her lecturer. Although he knows Agam very well, it has become an old story. Before Agam decided to start his life in the capital. Now Agam's personality is so different that even Sahira hardly knows him. This is because Agam is the type of man who is friendly, responsible and very sociable. Compared to being far away, he was even known as a cold-hearted lecturer. Speak as necessary, even if it's none of his business, he will not interfere.

Agam Permana: Waalaikumsalam, congratulations. Thank you for the prayers, welcome back.

The answer was quite short, Sahira let out a disappointed sigh, no enthusiasm was expected. Whether luck is on your side or just a coincidence, being one of the students under Agam's tutelage is a gift and a joy that cannot be described in words.

"What are you doing?" She looked up, "who are you waiting for?"

"Not waiting for who - whose time." The answer was relaxed, evasive from Belia.

"Hamdan huh?" She was joking. "Finally we graduated together, the match didn't go anywhere, Sa."

Sahira shook her head. "Not Hamdan, Bel. He's our friend, there's nothing more to me than that. " He keeps his cell phone back in the bag.

“Who else if not Mr Agam, the only man she loves. Talking about being the best graduate, hope to get flowers when you graduate. " Kinan scoffs, the only person who doesn't support Sahira's feelings. For him, Agam was not the type of man that suited Sahira. Cold impression, there must be one thing hidden from that mysterious attitude.

"There's nothing wrong with hoping, I'm also asking for something more than that expectation." Sahira grinned, not caring about Kinan's scathing hints. " Besides, we have the right to fall in love with anyone, it's okay if it can't be repaid. "

"Like this, children cum laude when they are blind about love. Everything is considered good, Mr Agam is clearly not worth admiring, let alone being loved. Why do you have a taste for people who don't want to know about you, only you who love, he doesn't. . " Kinan glanced irritably, down the stairs.

Sahira chuckled, what Kinan said was all right. But whatever, the matter of the heart is not a matter of choice. Until now, Agam is still the person who is always mentioned in his prostration. He liked that Agam was still in high school. Before moving to the city, Agam was Abim best friend, Sahira's brother at home. If it is not a mate, one day his heart will learn to let go, slowly by himself without being asked. Because loving Agam is neither a wish nor a fault. God who puts the taste, whether in the right person or not yet in the place. As a creature, his job is only to maintain the feeling that is being entrusted with. Keeping what you can, as much as you can.

MR LECTURER

While waiting for the graduation schedule, Sahira decided to return to her mother's house in the village. Even lingering in the city, it costs a lot of living. This morning he was able to breathe the fresh village air. Sahira is the second of three children, the only daughter.

"Mom, do you want me to queue?" Sahira offered herself to her mother, getting ready to go to teach.

"No, I'm leaving with your little brother." Raini refused, smiling at his girl. " Just follow up your brother, deliver lunch in the fields. "

Sahira nodded. "I'll follow brother later." His mother is near her, while tidying up the hijab he wears. " Sorry Mom, i can't help anything, to Mother and also to brother, it's still troublesome like this. " His gaze was sad.

Raini chuckled, rubbing the top of Sahira's head. " You graduated from college with good grades, that's enough for your mother and your brother, Hiya. I'm very proud, especially with your brother. Already, don't think about what will become a burden later. "

"Thank you very much." She greeted Raini very respectfully, as a mother who is the head of the family. For Sahira, her mother has become the greatest parent, to her children. "Say Hiya greetings to the school teachers, mom." She accompanied Raini's steps out of the house.

"Yes, later my mother will arrive. Most of all, you will be arranged marriage with her children." Raini answered, chuckled.

"It's good, Mom. Ms. Hiya can quickly get married. After graduating from college, her husband's graduation is accompanied by her husband. At home, no one has broken eggs either, waiting for brother. In fact, there is no news, he said that when he was thirty years old, he just wanted to get married. someone's child." Said Dimas, looking at Sahira on the side.

"Don't miss it, there's still no life companion candidate yet." The answer was chuckled, embracing his younger brother. " But it's okay if you hurry your prayers to get married, so that you feel the hassle of getting married for your daughter. " Sahira chuckled, giving her mother a little teasing.

“If you are married, you even want to be a guardian at your husband's house. Let us both be troublesome, right. " Raini replied, triumphant.

"There is still no candidate." Sahira grimaced.

"I'm looking for you, if you keep quiet, you won't find it." Dimas replied to Sahira. " Apart from praying, we are also required to take effort. "

"Oh, what the heck. Still in school too, just get involved. " Chuckled Sahira to Dimas. " Hurry up there, wait for you, Mother. " She pushed his younger brother's body.

"Oh, yes, you forgot about it. Later you will also stop by Marsih house. Get a uniform. " Raini said from the motorbike, pointing to Sahira at the house.

"What uniform?"

"You still remember Agam, don't you?" Instead of answering, Raini also asked questions.

Sahira nodded at the name that came out of Raini's lips, how could she not remember that figure. The figure who has been his supervisor for a while, a man who is very loved.

"Oh, Mr Agam." He said casually, even though his heart was rumbling violently, suddenly he had a bad feeling. "Does the uniform have something to do with him?"

Raini laughed softly, nodded. "She wants to get married, that's why you got a uniform from aunty Marsih, as a distant family."

Sahira was stunned, suddenly shocked to find a reality that was never expected. "Mr Agam is going to marry?"

Suddenly sad, lost. No wonder Agam's response is normal, even though on several occasions, Sahira often pays little attention. Some of the female students under the guidance of Agam guessed that Sahira felt a sense of liking. It is more than the limitation of guidance students, but the main object is only deafening the ears.

"How come you are surprised, yes, Agam wants to get married. The candidate is a lecturer, in the same city." Raini replied again.

"I see, I just heard that he's getting married." Softly.

After Raini left to teach, Sahira was still frozen on the terrace of the house. The news from his mother was like a dream in the morning, and even had time to exchange news with Agam, none of the men mentioned his marriage to a lecturer in the same city.

"Does he still think, I'm a country girl who shouldn't touch life in the capital?" Her voice was sad, vanished from her hopes of fighting for her love. If in the end, that man will marry another woman.