A loving daughter;

　　My name is Hellen and this is my life story.

　　This happened over ten years ago when my

　　Life came to a halt and all i ever did was regret

　　my choices.and all i wanted were the pleasures of this

　　world .And along the way i lost myself and also my

　　the people i cherished most. And along the same path

　　I found new people and also new strength i didn't know

　　i had all the time.I also found new hope for a better future

　　flashback

　　As i sat under the tree shade that evening .I regreted

　　having met Eric.I regreted having left home to look for the worldly pleasures .I regretted not listening to my parents' advice.I regretted not turning back when i had the chance.I regreted having been born into this world.I would have died during birth but above all i regretted

　　accepting to sleep with Eric with no protection.How could i be so foolish.I lamented and cried hopelessly.

　　I looked at my abdomen and even more tears rolled out of my eyes.I cried even more when i thought of my unborn child.What was i to do .I couldnt abort her or him because i loved it.And my only hope of love

　　But at the same time.it seemed like abortion was the only way.Besides what would i feed it .i have nothing not even clothes to wear.I didn't want it to suffer but at the same time i wanted to have it because it is my baby.And though unborn.I just wanted to take care of it and love it with all my heart and strength.As i sat there all

　　stuck in my sea of thoughts.I didnt notice that it was already becoming dark.

　　And i looked up at the sky only to see that it was partially dark.I then opened my small tattered bag.Got out a

　　small bedsheet and i laid on the grass.Covered my self with the bedsheet which left my legs uncovered.

　　My eyes were already sore from all the crying so it didnt take me much time to sleep.I slept and though the grass was piercing.I didn't have the time to feel the piercing since i was so tired from walking all day.My legs hurt and i could feel it ,my back also hurt but all i wanted to do was rest and hope nothing happens while i sleep.

　　I then slept off.

　　As i was sleeping.i felt a light tap on my back and when

　　I woke up .The sun shone bright into my eyes that i could not see the person who had tapped me though

　　I managed to see that it was a male figure.

　　"Miss, Miss.." he called me. I sat upright and

　　scratched my eyes so that i would be able to see clearly.

　　It really was a man.he had a really nice build but

　　not as nice as Eric.He was handsome with blue eyes

　　and also had really soft hands.

　　But there was no time to admire him and his

　　beautiful features.

　　I looked up at him and just didn't have anything to say

　　He looked into my eyes as if to see what i was

　　thinking but no luck.

　　He asked me "Hi miss. Who are you ? and What are you

　　doing here?I was feeling to tired to answer so i just

　　looked at him and said nothing.

　　He went away and called some one who came immediately .It was a lady.

　　She asked me the same questions but i still did not

　　answer her.

　　He then looked at me from head to toe and told this lady to lead me into the house so that i can take a bath

　　and also have something to eat.

　　"Please miss get up ......." She then extended her hand

　　so that she would help me up.I first hesitated but she told me that its okay and i took her hand.

　　My legs were paining so much but i forced myself

　　to stand up borrowing her hand for support.

　　I finally stood up and crossed my hand around her back for support.I tried to carry my bag but it was swiped away by the man.And i looked at him gratefully.

　　I limped till we reached the house. The lady took me to a room.and left me there to rest.