My name is Tessa, I'm 17... I hate being 17 it sucks. It was the 1st day at my new high school. I was ready for a new start in my new state Tennessee. Alot of shit went down in my old town, my mom and dad got a divorce. Me and my brother Luian were abused by our dad.
Our mom wasnt which is weird because he hated all of us. Me and my brother hated our dad because of what he would do to us. I live with my mom while my brother lives with our dad back in New York. I was old enough to choose who I want to live with but my brother wasn't. The day we went to court was a year ago, I was 15 my brother was 6.
My mom chose me, she wanted to chose me and my brother. The judge said that each parent could take one kid. My mom chose me, my brother had to go with our dad. My mom begged for him to let her take my brother, the judge wouldnt let her. I wanted to fucking punch the judge so bad but I didnt.
The judge we went to see was in New York. That's where we still lived there at the time. The court date to make the divorce official was a week before. My mom was happy to make the divorce official. It wasnt a fun time, it was VERY boring.
We couldn't move to Tennessee at the time. We had to wait. We had to see which kid would live with our mom or dad. I wasnt ready for that court. I knew there would be a 2nd court like that.
But the thing is I didn't think it would be soon. I figured it would have been later in the month. But I was glad it was so soon. I couldn't stand living in the same house with that dick head of an abuser. And when I say I was glad I mean I WAS GLAD!
Another reason I got abused was because I cussed out our dad for abusing my brother and me. I learned the hard way, not to cuss at abusive father. It's been a year since I heard from my dad and brother. I'm glad a havent heard from my dad. But I'm not glad to have not heard from my brother.
I'm in fact worried hes dead or something.
I dont know what I would do if I found out my brother was dead. I think I would cry and try to find away to get back at our dad. And it'll be a horrible and gruesome way.
