"Maybe he really just wait for me to get tired of understanding him." I still remember the night when I saw him with someone else. Someone whose not me."

I came back in the Reality when I felt a slight pain in my back. I look back to see who among my friends throw the book. I met four pairs of glaring eyes. And those eyes belong to my bestfriends.

"What?! Are you thinking of that jerk again?!" Skye ask with her annoyed tone.

The sky is already dark and all of our employees are gone. We decided to stay for a little while for us to be able to have some rest. We've met a lot of clients today and it's totally exhausted.

I just shrug before making a cup of Cappuccino.

"Mourge what did you do that day? I mean when you saw him with the slut?" Reign ask calmly.

All of them are waiting for my answer. Oh yeah. In fact I never told them or anyone what happened that night. I just don't want them to know what kind of craziness I've done.

I laugh before walking out of the counter. As I put down my cup in the table. At started telling them the truth.

"I beg him." I said with a laugh.

I saw how Zenchie gasped. Can't blame them, they know that I will never beg someone.

"I beg him to choose me. I beg him to stay with me." I look like a mad woman as I laugh again. With my laughter filling the silent room, my tears began to fall like a tear drops.

"I look like a fool asking for him to choose me. To be with me. Hahahaha!" What the heck! The pain is still there but the person who made me feel this way is already gone.

Maybe because he's my first boyfriend?

"We have told you a countless time to stop but you never listen to us. That's why don't blame me us if you will heard us saying 'I told you so did you listen?' Yeah. Listening isn't part of your vocabulary." I look at Kaye while sipping on my Cappuccino.

"If I will be a fairy I think I'm tinkerbell." I smile when Skye started to whine.

"Why?! Go on! Enlightenment me with your answer Mourge!" Skye ask with her arrogant voice.

I just shrug. "Because tinkerbell stay with Peter until he found his Wendy. And me?" I laugh again. "Like Tinkerbell, I stay with him till his own Wendy came. In the end? I stay by his side even though I love him."

Skye rolled her eyes and closw the book that she's been reading for a while.

"Just admit it that you're just a fragile plainwood! Marupok!" I just laughed at her comment.

"Aren't you gonna go home? It's already pass evening!" It's almost midnight but they are still here.

"Do you need some help? You keep on making tones of cake every night! Gosh! Have some rest!" Irritation is visible in Reign's face. I just shake my head before going inside the counter.

"Shoo! Go home. I need to keep myself busy. Beside if I go home with all of you I'll just lay down in my bed and still up until morning. Overthinking makes me up all night so let me spend my time making something."

It's better to use my time baking. I look at them

again. Kaye is the first one to stand up and she even drag them.

"Let's just leave her alone. She'll go home eventually." I just smile at her. The others doesn't want to leave me alone but they don't have any choice.

I just followed them so I can close the door.

"Go home if you want to rest okay?" I just nod at Kaye before bidding our goodbyes.

When they finally left the cafè I immediately fix fhe Ingredients that I will be needing.

If I didn't do anything my brain might explode. I decided to make a red velvet cake that is one of our famous cake.

It's a pink raspberry cake. Mostly this is what most of the couples brought in our cafè whenever they want to suprise their partners.

I also made some carrot cake and one upside down cake. It took me almost four in the morning and then Crumps attacked me that is why I decided to take some rest in the office.

As I close my eyes, I saw all the scenarios that i don't want to remember.

"Hey babe where are you?" That was my last chat with my boyfriend. Maybe he's playing mobile games again?

I can feel boredroom is eating me that is why I decided to take some walk.

I was in the middle of walking when I saw a familiar body figure.

I stopped walking and just watched them laughing with each other.

'Maybe sweet words?' I guess so... This is the first time I saw him smile like that. My favorite eyes that was almost gone whenever he smile...

I smirk. 'A girl with a straight hair and a small body figure.' It's a way more different than my fatty body.

I remembered the day that he confessed his feelings. It was raining. And just like the rain, my tears kept on pouring down on my face.

"You should have told me that you're already into someone... I'll accept it. But why does it hurts like hell?" I silently ask myself.

How can this happen? From a butterfly in my stomach to a sudden stab on my chest. I feel it right now...

I open my eyes when I heard the door being open by someone. I get up from laying to see who among the employees got in here. It is too early for them to work.

I stopped on my track when I saw Kaye trying her best to slowly close the door.

I bite my lips to prevent myself from laughing because of how she look right now.

She really doesn’t want to wake me up.

“Thank you for waking me up from a bad nightmare.” Kaye jump while holding her chest.

“You shiiizy!” I just laugh before walking towards the counter. Better make her something to drink.

“Bish! It is still early in the morning. Why are you here?” I ask her while preparing the ingredients.

For morning drink of Kaye Chi I’ll be needing a one cup of unsweetened cocoa powder, one cup of sugar, one fourth cup of Vanilla, six cups of milk

I should use the scalded one

, a pinch of salt and Ta-dah!

"Can't stop myself from thinking about you. Yoh never tell us what happened that day. I respect your decision that you don't want us to know but... I'm worried. We are worried about you." Kaye say. They are really worried about me huh?

I just smile at her before putting the Morning bitter chocolate. Chour! It's just a mocha hot chocolate.

"Of courseee! I'm fine. You know me girl!" I energetically say before laughing when I sa how she raise her brow.

"B!tch! You've been like that for a months now. You always make yourself busy and you never rest." Yup. She's right. I nodded because I'm guilty.

Kaye seriously stare at me. "Confess to me. This past few months that you didn't come home, are you into drugs?"

I laugh so hard because of her question. "I may look like a lunatic woman but trust me, I'm not into drugs!"

Kaye sign before sipping. "Anyways, stop making yourself busy. Remember Mr. And Mrs. Karanveer? Their son will be her within this month."

Oh yeah? I never seen him before but he is the one whose making the other pastries in our cafè. Uh, I'm just really an advertisement who experiment things here in our cafè. I quit baking for the cafè since I have been so busy before the breakup. School stuffs.

But now I'm broke because of that stupid man!

But that man, Mr. and Mrs. Karanveer's son is the one who baked for our cafè. Our loyal customers keep on coming back for his baked cakes.

 "ah~ should We make a welcome party for him?" We have those kinds of parties for our employees. I just never attended those parties because I prefer sleeping.

"We always do that. It's just you who never attend any of those parties." I nodded at what Kaye said.

"I preferred slacking off." I shrug before standing up.

"Can you get some sleep? You look like a mess! You have bags under your eyes and your hair looks like a bird nest. You look like someone who didn't take a shower for a year!" She annoyingly said.

 I frown when I remember something. Fuck him! When we broke up I forgot to fix myself. I stayed inside our Apartment and I never leave unless I need to go to school.

That's the impact of that Frankenstein! I can't even remember when was the last time I visited the salon.

I even forgot to take care of myself because of him. I look at my reflection in the full body length mirror in the office.

I can't see my old self anymore. All I can see is a wasted girl who have an issue with herself.

When we broke up, I've been into fights, car racing, bar... and always getting wasted for no reason. Should I use drugs too? Chour. Not gonna go that far.

If I ever do that, before getting a plastic of drugs I will have a smack in my head. Not one but four smacks!

I fix the sofa bed that I'll be using again. Fuck it! I have to make sure that I won't dream about that stupid man! I'll kill him this time!

It feels so unreal. And what Am I doing here in the rooftop of K?

K is smiling at me as she walked towards me. "Happy new year!" She put her drink up and we make some cheers sound.

I don't fucking get it. I walk towards the end of the balcony when I heard people calling someone from here.

I look down and I saw a group of men. Seems like they are looking for someone whose here.

"Nope! He is not allowed to go outside!" I jump a little when K suddenly shout beside me.

I can't see them clearly that is why I just shrug them off.

It seems like I'm in some kind of teleportation when suddenly I'm outside the computer shop of sherman. He's one of my friend.

"Where is that man?" K keep on looking for someone while I'm just standing beside her.

"Pst! It's your cousin oh!" I look at the dark side of the alley when I saw K's cousin. But he is with some men.

I was about to talk when someone grab my shoulder and shake it so brutally.

I open my eyes to see who the hell is it. I immediately sit up when I saw Reign in her sit while being busy with her laptop.

"What time is it?" I ask Kaye. She is the one who woke me up.

She smile at me. "Four in the afternoon." My eyes almost pop out of my sucket.

"Shit! Why didn't you wake me up?!" I was looking at my shoes when Reign push me back in the sofa.

"Stop being workaholic! I'm giving you a break." She give me a blue box with a blue cupcakes.

"Go home and review the taste of it. You never liked any cupcakes before. Even your own work. You never eat any of them. Now go." She even shoo me out!

I have no other choice but to leave the office. I smirk. They are the only girls who can treat me like this.

Maybe because I was cold as an Ice to other people? Bruuh. It's just my way of protecting myself...

I saw Madison and Ninanii with their boyfriends. Hmp! How lucky they are and they found someone who wouldn't cheat on them.

The other employees greeted me I just nod at them while walking towards the entrace. But before I can exit the cafè, A man with a chinito eyes makes me stare at him while walking.

I'm just looking straight in his eyes! Just the eyes. I like it. I don't know but It makes me feel as if my world turns into slow motion while looking at those black dark orbs. It's sipping me... his eyes...