"What are these?" he asked me through his gritting teeth while holding the small bottle tightly.
"Th-that's..." I stuttered in response. My heart is beating so fast I see white. He stepped closer and grabbed my arm tightly.
"Dammit! Answer me! Why are you taking pills?! I thought this was what you wanted?!" his eyes were pinning me with hatred. I was on the verge of tears.
"I-It's---" I tried to speak, but my voice left out of my mouth. I jumped when he suddenly threw the bottle of contraceptive pills against the wall. His voice booming around us. I closed my eyes, silently praying for all of this to be over.
"Answer me! I thought you wanted to get pregnant?! You have to be pregnant! Why?! Have you found someone else?! Is he richer than me?! Smarter?! Extra attractive? Can he make you spasm?" He smiled at his last question, which made my whole face feel hot. I can't let him humiliate me again. I have to make my stand.
"I-It's not like that. I-I'm withdrawing from our agreement." I told him as I lowered my gaze. He seized my arm again and pushed me against the bed, his muscular body above mine, demanding my full attention.
"You can't back out now! Not now, not ever! It's in the contract that if you don't obey what we've discussed, your vegetated boyfriend won't be able to stay with you! That machine is the only thing that keeps him alive, I can make a stop to that machine," he looked me straight into the eyes threatening me with his stare. He smirked as he saw defeat in my eyes. He lowered his face and brushed his nose against my neck, inhaling my scent. "I'm not letting you go," he whispered.
"But he won't be happy if he finds out," I cried quietly. I can't leave, for I know better than anyone else, he could carry out his threat. I can't let anything wrong happen to my beloved. He's the only one I have now, and I won't let him go either.
"You should've thought of that before you agreed to be my baby maker. You should've thought of that before you gave up your whole being," His eyes wandered through my body. "I sympathize with your withered boyfriend, I have licked you all over before he had the chance to do so. You can't have cold feet now or I'll end your lover and I will make your life miserable," he smiled maliciously, then violently ripped my nightgown. I closed my eyes and let him be. If I retaliate now, he will do worse. I felt his hands gently digging over my skin.
"You're a beast," I calmly told him as he busied himself exploring all the depths of my body.
"I know and I like it," He replied, smiling. I closed my eyes and prayed for all of this to be over soon. All of this, including the feelings, slowly growing in my heart. This felt so wrong, I already have someone arranged for me, and he's waiting for me.
