I am park beak eon. I am a middle school student. I don't like to go too school because I don't have any friends. And everybody in the class bully me because I fat and I don't have a beautiful figure like them. My weight is 85 kg. But my mom always force me and sent me to school. Students of my class call me fatty cow. I can't complain about them because my marks are not good and if I complain about them teacher will scold me first.

I live in busan with my mom, dad and my elder sister. My mom name is park yu jin. She has a parlor. My dad name is park Hyun jun. He work in a multinational company. My sister name is park Son eon. She is a college student and she is super pretty. she has the perfect body. Because of my dad's job we have move to one city to another. It has been 5 years that we live in busan.

My family members never said anything about my weight. They never stop me to eat. They think I'm pretty. At first I also thought that I was pretty but not now. I don't have that confidence. My dad always says that a person needs to be beautiful by heart not by her body. But I always judge by my body.

In school only one person talks to me. He is the canteen guy. His name is Hyun min.He is handsome, sweet. When he see me he talks to me. He makes heartbeat faster. One day in the lunch break some of my classmates tell me buy there lunch. when I am coming back to the class Hyun min stand in front of me. I got shock. He asked me what I was listening. Then he take one of my airpods and say wow you like Hip hop music. He is so close to me that I can't breathe.

Then I decide I will propose him and he will accept my feelings. I prepare gift small gift with chocolate for him. I was super excited to propose him also I am nervous.

Next day,

I wake up early in the morning and go to school but my classmates find that I am going to propose Hyun min. Soo ah she is the most beautiful girl in our school and she is the one who bully me. After she knows that I am going to propose him. She go to the canteen and tell Hyun min that she love him but they can't be together because I like him and she don't want to hurt my feelings. After hearing that Hyun min calls me and he wants to meet me.

I go there with the gift I prepare for him. I give the gift to him and tell him that I really like him. He throw my gift and started heating on my head and tell me you fatty cow you want me to be your boyfriend. How could you think about this? Because of you Soo ah can't go out with me. Don't show me your face again. I am crying after Hyun min left me. After that he leaves and Soo ah and her friends come push me and throw foods on me. I ask them why you guys hate me so much? what did I do with you? why you always do this with me? Soo ah tells me that I'm ugly, I'm q fatty cow. I don't deserve anything.

After hearing all this I just want to kill myself. I post in SNS that "Today I'm a fat that's why everyone insults me and no one loves me. I don't have any friends in life". Suddenly someone send me link and tell to follow her diet and exercise it will help me.

At night when I come home mom tell me to pack my everything we are going to Seoul. Dad got transfer in Seoul. After hearing that I started dancing that I don't have to go back to that school.

We move in to Seoul. it's is the summer break and I started doing the exercise and following the diet food. first my weight was 85kg but now my weight is 55kg.My mom dad and my sister is proud of me that I lose my weight.