"Let's just.. break up, Tar."
"Why? Why Jane?"
"I can't take it anymore, I can't take their bashful words!"
"W-why? What are they blabbing about?"
"That.. that we shouldn't be together and they knew that you like guy, Tar don't get me wrong but I think too that they we're right. But pleasee.. I hope you will not change, Tar I know that I'm too lucky to have you, to be your girlfriend, you're handsome, you're an opulent person, a genius student, and you're really attractive. I know you can find a person who's better than me," my tears fell off as it rolls down on my cheek not because she break up on me, but on what she said that I liked a guy. I'm so idiot that I force myself to be a man for her and all she fret is what others think of us.
She turned her back on me while crying and it took a minute for surroundings to be quite, I turn to opposite of her direction and walking slowly while my tears are falling down continuously.
*TOK TOK TOK*
I immediately opened my eyes as I heard the noise coming from my door because it's too loud.
"Nii-san! The police are here! They're looking for Tareon!" my sister shouted and I stand right away and open the door, but instead the face of Mel I was expecting to see, there's none. I immediately went down to the stairs but I didn't saw anyone, specially what she mentioned is the police! I annoyingly go to her room and I only hear her evil laugh as pro bawdily.
"HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!" I just frilled at her because I don't want to ruin my ruined day! Kidding, I just don't want to ruptive in my first day in first year college.
After I done taking a shower I immediately wear my scafferied uniform, I go downstairs when I done fixing myself and wearing an eyeglass.
"Mel! The breakfast is ready!" I clamor at my sister who's inside her room.
"Make it faster! We're going together.. that's what mother said," I clamor again.
"Really nii-san? Mom's here?" she shoaled back and she get out of her room.
"Stupid! She just send a message, and you will say she eventually here? Wait! Can you just get down here! The food will be cold!" I annoyingly shout at her and after a while I hear the crack noise of the stairs.
"Whowww! Why you look so fit? With matching eye glasses? Ohmyghad?! What is that? New!? Coooool!" she said complimenting my outfit today.
"Thank you," I shortly reply.
"That's pretty and for sure no one will bother to look at your face," she added and then sit on her chair, she get a plate and put a food on it.
"HAHA, you're kinda stupid my younger sister. That's not it.. I just wanted something new to show off okay?" I said complaining her message. Don't mind my words, she's just used to it and she don't want me to change my expressions. I put food on my plate too and eat it.
"Ohhh.. okay," she said. A moment of silence came in, but she broke it.
"Oh! By the way, what's Mommy's message?" she asked.
"That we're going together and she ordered me to guard you," I said with matching pointing at her face.
"Ehh? That's it? And what? You will guard me?" What am I? A kid?" she yelp and ask slowly and every words she utter is kinda flogging.
"HAHA you're right, I don't know what was she's concerned about," I said insensibly.
"HAHAHA, just don't mind it," she said and we stare each other and at the same time we.
"HAHAHHAHAHAH!" laugh together.
She's the one who clean our table, while she's doing it I went to our garage and get ready my car. I go back to the house to get my bag that has been left.
"Mel! Make it faster, we're going now!" I shouted before I get out of the house.
We arrived at school in the right time and go together to find our respective classrooms.
"Mel I should go first," I said and look around.
"Okay nii-san.. bye!" she just said and then we kiss each other's chicks. I go ahead of her and find my classroom, by the way let me explain what I look right now. I'm just like those normal people, wearing eyeglass and carrying a book. When I found my classroom I entered on it, I sat at the back corner chair. The science professor arrive at the right time, I wasn't listening to her because in my last vacation all I did was reading those books.
My mind was too occupied for what I have dreamt earlier, I don't know why it's about Jane who broke up with me. And it really bothers me of what she stated that I'm more into boys.
F L A S H B A C K
"Can't you understand?! Just leave me alone and stop chasing me!" the boy I liked rejected me.
"As what I've said, I liked you for a long time Liam! And I can't stop my feelings for liking you," I elucidate.
"But.. it's wrong! It's not right that you like me and more importantly, I don't want to be with your lover. I know that we're friends for a long time and that's all I can give to you," and then he turned his back on me. I just look at his back and when he faded I look around and I saw Jane standing in the lamppost who's eavesdropping. I go at her to confront what she heard.
"What are you going there?" I sturdily said.
"U-uhmm nothing.. I just passed by," she faintly said.
"Oww? Then what have you heard?" I wanted to be sure if she's telling me honestly.
"N-nothing!" she said stuttering.
"Make sure that you don't heard anything, and if you spread those fake words.. you'll be dead," I outrageously said carried by the rejection.
"Hmm? What if I really heard it?" my heart pound loudly as she ask.
"W-what have you heard?" I ask stuttering.
"Uhhh. Everything! I heard everything," she loudly said as if she's threatening me.
"What are you gonna do about what you heard?" I calmly ask.
"What should I do then? Maybe.. I'll spread it to everyone that you're a gay?" she ask and I was surprised inside because why everyone mistakenly declare that we're gay if we like guys? There's a room inside in our heart for girls too, and one more thing is that I call myself a bisexual person.
"What should I do? For keeping your mouth shut?" I nervously said and that's all I can think of easier way to make her shut.
"Well, I like you the way I see you.. I want to be with you, I think that you're a full package... Nope, you're really a full package for a guy I like. You're so handsome and attractive, I have a crush on you for a long time, and I wanted to be your girlfriend," I breathe freely because that's all her condition.
"Okay! Game!" I said and then I give my hand for a handshake.
"Good, that's good!" she said and we do the handshaking.
E N D - O F - F L A S H B A C K
Our third subject teacher went inside just in time and I don't have any interest on listening at him, the way earlier I'm too excited for being a college and now I'm desperately wanted to go home. In the middle of his discussion my interest awake because of what he stated about the sexual orientation. I can't deny that I'm into two gender and our professor called that bisexual.
"Okay! I think that's all I can teach you for now," our professor announced.
"You can leave this class now," he added and everyone stand up and leave on their own, it was my first day that's why I wanted it to be memorable. I'm in the locker room right now and keeping my book inside of it, I locked it and walk away carrying my bag. I look for my sister's classroom to pick her up, and we'll eat lunch together.
As I found her room, I waited for someone to go out then I ask her.
"Is Melody Cyan still there?" I ask her and she's like dazed looking at my face.
"H-ha? Ah yes.. Mel is here," she said stammered.
"Mel!" she shouted and I just wait Mel for her to come out.
