POV DEAN

The pain I put my family through with the war that happened I left behind my family and couldn't remember them. I missed out on all my kids' lives because of the war.

This is my chance to start a new life and I have to change my identity so that way I won't have the Mafia life anymore.

My brother and my two beautiful girls took it over and I'm proud of them. I know Jessy would be happy, but I know this time I'm going to do things right and not the Mafia way.

Today I'm going to see Jessy and spend time with her and catch up on what happened when I was gone. I think she would understand why I lost my memories and not get mad with me.

I can't handle it when she gets mad at me for something that wasn't supposed to happen. I was supposed to kill Donnie Darko and went back home to my family.

But I got shot and while trying to get away they blew my car up. What they didn't know before the car went into flames I got out and passed out on the side of the road that's where my brother found me and rushed me to the hospital.

I was in a coma for almost 3 months or more. When I woke up, I couldn't remember anything. It was like I was rebooting my life again but without the Mafia life how I always wanted to be with Jessy and our family.

"Hey baby, how are you doing today?" I asked

" Work is slow today. What would you like for lunch?" Jessy asked

"I want your famous ribs and fries with a banana milkshake." I said

"Okay coming right up." Jessy said

I'm so happy now I remember but I still go by Danny matches because I don't want the Mafia world finding out I'm alive and I told Jessy the same to call me Dean when we are by ourselves because we won't be safe if they found out I'm alive and she understands.

"Here you go and two extra cherries." Jessy said

"Thank you, baby girl, you're the best." I said

"It's my job to keep my man fed." Jessy said

"How was your day today?" Jessy asked

"Good and busy, my clients are crazy. They want a divorce but don't have the money for it because they 're in a contract marriage." I said

"Wow that's nuts I'm glad we're not in a contract marriage." Jessy said

"Me to baby girl." I said

"Well baby I have to head back to work. I will see you later. I love you." I said

"Okay love I see you later I love you too handsome." Jessy said

Then I left things are great with me and Jessy now that I'm not in the Mafia anymore and I'm at peace now with my family.

But I can't help but feel guilty because I literally forgot about my wife and kids, and they still love me.

I am happy that my son Chance will be coming home to live with us, and I can't wait.

It's been 2 years since I lost my memories. A Lot has changed with me being back and alive.

"Hey bro how is everything going with you and my beautiful girls?" I asked

"They are awesome bro and funny as hell." David said

"Oh lord what are they doing now that's funny?" I asked

"They have a friend that's gay and he said I'm a hungry bitch and they Naw you're a horny bitch and I looked to see what they were talking about this bitch was talking about the guys across from us." David said

"Lol they are so funny I have to come visit one day." I said

"Tell My girls that I love them, and I will come to visit soon but please explain my name change to them." I said

"I will be safe bro talk to you later." David said

I got back to work, and my next client came. I was not comfortable with them in my office and always wanted something for free, not today.

I'm not hearing why they can't pay for their divorce. I had better things to do until they both pulled guns out on me but failed to realize I already called for backup.

"Do you have the money to pay for your divorce?" I asked

"No, you will do it for free or we will have to make you disappear." They said

"Or you both can get the hell out of my office, or I can make you both cripple and have the cops involved. How would you like to do this?" I asked

They both left and haven't been back since. I don't have time for bullshit like that.

I'm so ready to go home and take a shower with my wife. Just a couple more minutes and I'm out of here.

I have a couple more things to do and, on my way, home I have to make a stop to get my wife whiskey and flowers with chocolate.

Then make some hot steamy love to her. I want more babies to grow our family.

I want to have at least 3 more and then we are done baby making. I think a family vacation would be awesome as well.

I think we earned it after what we all went through. I love my family and I will do anything for them to keep them safe.

This is the reason I changed and faked my death which hurt like hell because I was hurt that I didn't remember my wife and kids.

"Honey I'm home and I'm bearing gifts." I said

"Hey handsome, how was work today?" Jessy asked

"I wish I had better clients." I said

"What's the matter with the clients you have?" Jessy asked

"My client and his ex-wife showed up to my office with guns thinking I'm scared of them. I already called for backup, and I told them to leave, or the cops involved which one they wanted, and they left my office." I said

"I'm sorry baby it sounds to me maybe a lawyer is not your thing." Jessy said

"I think you're right I always wanted to run my own gym and gun shop." I said

"Then do it but let your brother know you need two buildings and someone to run your office." Jessy said

"I love you baby girl." I said

"I love you too handsome, come on I will give you a massage." Jessy said

Then we went upstairs, and I laid down on the bed while Jessy rubs my back. I relax and my muscles lose.

I can't help but to moan because it feels so good. I needed that message so bad. Then we made hot steamy love and fell asleep.