This day will be the day that I tried again, I don't know how can I explain what she had seen. I don't have the strength to say the truth to her. This is so frustrating to me, I don't want her to leave me, but I don't want to risk her life too. I can't stand seeing her with me through the things that may be happened like what's happening to me now.
The whole area is beautiful, surrounded by flowers and various lights. I did not expect that I would end it all here, and tragedy separation. How come I chose this beautiful place to end up with the women I love the most?
Yes, I can handle things more being alone than with someone, I know she will my weakness. I don't want her to be part of me because she did a lot for me. I can stand seeing her body with her blood if that's may happen so I am setting her free because I don't want her to be in danger.
"Are going even give me an explanation?" she asked.
"I don't have anything to say."
"You keep on lying to me... again and again! Every time that I am with you, I don't know if it is real. You just go through it all by lying! H-how could you do this to me!"
I hate seeing her crying but now I am the reason why she's crying.
"I can't stand with you anymore." And that line broke my heart.
That's a lie. My biggest lie.
"Go on. Leave me, I don't need you either. Are you that important, you think?"
"You're unbelievable!" She turns was about to walk away but she stops.
"From now on, we will ignore each other. Don't meddle with my family coz we are not going to meddle with yours. And today, I am breaking up with you. Stay safe, my love."
When she starts walking away, it hurts so much. Even though I can't see her face, I know that she's crying.
"I'm sorry but this is the right choice. To stop them from coming to you, I can't risk you. I can't lose you forever."
I followed her until she gets home. I saw how her room light up. I saw how she opens the window and looks up to the sky while she keeps on wiping her tears.
"I love you, that's not a lie," I whispered before I turn around and walk away.
It's time to come back to my house and leave my home.
