Chapter 1

　　Trisha POV

　　M International Airport

　　For almost five years I was staying abroad. I stepped again to this place where I've grown up, and a place where I fell in love with the man I've been longing to see for a decade. But it is impossible for us to be together again after I broke the promise I made to him. I just wish that he will take care and love the memory that I left to him

　　It's five years ago when I left this place, unknowingly there was a living creature with me. She's the one who gave me hope to live again and fight back for the battle of life. She's my strength and my inspiration, after I left the man I love most. Leaving him along with the memories of our love to each other.

　　"Mommy, where are we going to stay? Is there someone who's going to fetch us here in the airport?" Trixie asks her.

　　"No one sweety, we're going to ride on a taxi. And for the meantime we're going to stay in a hotel." She's my daughter and she's been with me since I left this place.

　　If it wasn't for the big offer, and being indebted to Rhona Mitra, I would have preferred to stay abroad.

　　"Come on, Sweety, hurry up." I called my daughter as I immediately held her hand as we went outside heading to the taxi that was waiting for a passenger.

　　After I gave the address of the hotel I fished out the phone from my bag that has kept on ringing since I got our luggage in the baggage carousel. I saw the caller. It's no other than Rhona.

　　"Hello, Rhon, I'll call you back later as soon as we arrive in the hotel."

　　"We...we..wait. Hear me out first before you drop the call." I can't help not to frown.

　　"Why? Has the plan changed?" I asked as I'm curious what's this very important thing she needs to tell me to the point she's stopping me to end the call.

　　"I will send you the location of the villa where you can stay with Trixie." This is why I like Rhon; she's really a good friend to her. She's always there, ready to help me and my daughter.

　　"Alright, send me the location, for the meantime, we're going to stay in the hotel. Until I'm assured that everything is fine."

　　"Sure, take care of our baby doll." I can't help not to smile after the call disconnected.

　　Because it wasn't only me who's there to take care of my daughter, Rhon was there also. I went abroad not knowing that I was pregnant. Who is the father, I don't know. I'm not a saint and I admitted that I'm not a virgin anymore. Because I lost my Virginity when I was seventeen. I gave it to the man that I love the most, my first love, my childhood sweetheart, my everything when I was that age. I've already been an orphan since I was fifteen. My mother died because of breast cancer, while my father died two months after my mother's death. He left me also without saying goodbye. He just didn't wake up the next day. Family of Fernandez adopted me after I was an orphan. Both my parents were working for this family since before Mommy Monica and Daddy William, my adopted parents, got married. Even before they met, I called them Mommy and Daddy because they asked me to call them that way. They don't have a daughter but they have twins , Willy and Wilmar.

　　One of them is the person where I gave my femininity to, the only man I love since we are young until today. Though I knew that he's already married to Michaella based on the pictures and messages he sent to me.

　　"Mommy, are you crying?" The sweet voice of my daughter brings me back from reality. I quickly wiped the tears that dripped in the corner of my eyes, as I can't help myself not to cry every time I remembered the past.

　　"Did you remember my big sister?" I can see to my daughter's eyes her concern.

　　"Yes, sweety." I smiled trying to hide the sadness and bitterness that I felt at this moment. Trixie knew about her big sister.

　　"Haven't you told me, she's doing good with her Daddy?"

　　"Ma'am we're already here." The driver called up my attention. I'm grateful to the driver when he interrupted us. As the taxi stopped Infront of one of the most expensive hotels in this city.

　　After we checked in, we went immediately to our room. It's a long journey since the other day I didn't have a proper sleep because I need to settle a lot of things before coming here, and I also need to contact Anne. She came back here a few months ahead of us. This time I need her again to take care of Trixie, or maybe she knows someone else that can take care of my daughter.