20-07-2022

Lakeshore

Dear You,

It’s the end of another night, morning lights are yet to come. As I will keep writing, there will be sun on the horizon, and the same old day will start. Another morning, another routined day. It’s been the same for countless times.. It's been such a long time now, yet I don't know why my heart ache so much!!

Nothing has changed for a while now..... I still remember you, I remember you so much that it feels one day I'll forget myself and call only your name.. Can you listen when I call you? Or is it just my illusion that you can feel it somehow?

Dear you, do you remember me?

I can't stop thinking of you, because you are a part of me.. Have I ever been a little part of you?

I can't stop recalling your memories in all of the songs you shared with me. I remember you doing everything you taught me.. I roam around apps to apps and look at our conversations. I feel like I'm haunting after something I can't get, yet I can't stop. Whenever I pass beside the places we had met, I want to cry out all of my pains.. Why do you mean so much for me? Why can't I give up on your memories?

Dear you, do you ever remember me? Or is it just my illusion.....

I miss you....

Yours

Song

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7:00 am in the morning. Song Whitler is awake after roughly an hour's sleep. It's not new that she can't sleep at night. Every night is the same, and every morning comes with no change. This unroutined life has become her daily routine now..

She doesn’t get up from bed immediately though she's no more sleepy. She's neither sick, nor she doesn't have work. What she has is her unwillingness for everything. Who could say few years ago that one day her life would be like this!!

She finally gets up after 20 minutes, gets ready for work in another 20 minutes and leaves her apartment after having an omelet for breakfast.

Her office is 10 minutes' distance from home which she loves to walk. She is walking like she has nothing to do. Anyone who sees her closely will think this girl's mind is in somewhere else.

Usually if anyone thinks this will not be wrong. Song is a person who can lost in thoughts easily. Thing is she does it the most, and she's never been careful even while passing through the roads..

Song was walking slowly, the roads just started to get busy. A number of passersby was standing to cross the road. The green light turned red, and they started passing.

Grouped by these unknown people she suddenly realized that none of the faces here are familiar. This city is full of people, but she has no one to talk or no one to be with.

"I remember you....." she speaks on her mind...

"Will I ever be able to see you?"......