Having fun every night is my thing. It didn't change even if I have a career and image to protect. Do I need to be perfect for their eyes? Being perfect and good is never been my thing.

The lifestyle I want is where I do my wants without hearing the thoughts and opinions of those people around me. As long as there's no one that's hurting because of the actions I make. My personality that they have seen in the camera is also my personality behind the camera. It didn't change...it never change.

"Hey? Can I ask you?" its a girl. Her eyes looks familiar.

A little tipsy I answered her calmly, "Yes."

She roam her eyes around the club, as if she's finding someone...or she's lost? She looks like a kitten who's finding her birth mother in a wide place.

A little shy she tried her best to ask me directly. "Ahm, I've been lost for an hour already and I can't find the exit." she stopped and point someone. It's a guy, and it looks like he's drunked. "I'm with him, but he passed out while drinking. I can't remember the way to the exit, can you please lead me the way?". She said.

Without hesitation I helped her to find the exit. "This is the exit, do you now memorize the way to go there?"

"Ah, yes. Thank you" she said and bow her head to say goodbye.

As she's walking back to the guy with her she make a u-turn and smile shyly at me. "Ahm...I'm sorry but...can I ask you a favor? Ah! No...can you please help me get him up? I can't carry him outside without someone's help." it's obvious that she's shy and embarassed infront of me but still she's trying to ask me for help.

Damn that guy who passed out because of drinking. Tsk. Without answering her I go to the guy and lift him up. Fuck, he's heavy.

She's waiting at the exit "Let's go." I said to her.

On our way to parking lot she keeps on talking and said her thank you's to me every minute. Tell me how grateful she's to me. So noisy.

Instead of chatting with her, I keep quiet and just focus on carrying her fucking boyfriend.

We're now in the parking lot. I stopped walking and I'm waiting for her to walk in their car. As I stopped she also stopped.

Getting annoyed I ask her, "Where is your car?".

"Ah! Im sorry just put him down there. I will just call a taxi since I can't drive." she said and help me to put his boyfriend down.

After putting her boyfriend down she faced me, "Thank you so much for helping me. I want to treat you outside to pay you for helping me but-" I stop her.

"No it's okay. No need to pay me for whag I did. Just don't go back here and just don't go to any club or bars. It seems like its not your thing to have fun in this kind of place. So better stay at your house so you can't face some troubles. And leave your boyfriend, how can she treat his girl like that. Tsk."

I don't want to be rude to her but I leave her without hearing on what she's about to say.

But wait- when did I care if I'm being rude to someone even if it's a girl? And when did I helped someone?

This ain't me.

I go back inside the bar and stay there for an hour. It's already twelve midninght and the people here are getting more.

Celebrities, models, actors and actressess were all here. Having fun and enjoying the night as a normal person.

My friend, Zask texted me that he's going home in the next day. He had his vacation in Japan for two months.

I didn't reply to his text. I just finished my drinks and let my self sleep for a minute before going home.