I tossed and turned in my bed, this feeling of emptiness wouldn't leave me, I moved my legs across the cold sheet to find Shawn but I remember he was working late, I sat up grabbing everything pillow that existed in our room before cuddling with fur blanket clouded around me, I finally nulled into a sense of sleep, I was somewhere in between conscious and subconscious where I could hear everything in the house.

The wind blowing against the tiles of the roof, the house expanding and contracting as the giant clock downstairs clicked in pure euphonious to my ears, its suppose to help me sleep but tonight I couldn't, It wasn't because I couldn't sleep without him but more on the lines that I needed him here, the house felt too big even though it's was a small wooden one-bedroom cabin, My insides felt empty without his warmth; It was like I couldn't sleep without something nesting inside it.

I pulled the pillow between my legs and tried to relax, I had to fall asleep someway because I am not pleasant without good rest, suddenly the bed dipped and a very loud growl of a voice entered my ear:

"Damn pillows" he began to throw each one of the bed and a smile rested on my face, once he got rid of each one "Night, babe" he whispered in my ear before giving a quick hug, I felt his hot naked body against mine for a second before it disappeared "why are you wearing clothes?" He whispered in the pitch-black room.

"I was cold" I shivered as he kissed my forehead before rolling to his side of the bed, I turned to be faced with his strong bareback were a Celtic symbol tattoo laid perfectly on his spine, I let my fingers caress the swirling curves of the black ink.

He growled and grabbed my hand "Not tonight, lass, It's been a long day" he whispered as I placed my head against his back.

I shook my head against his back, nuzzling my nose against his skin "no, I am just cold" I whispered as he chuckled.

"The last time you were just cold, we ended up fucking against a tree in the middle of the woods during a hike" he huffed as I rolled my eyes "with my sister and her family" he accused.

"Can I just place my feet against yours?" I asked with the head against his back.

He turned around "are you ok? You are very touchy tonight?" He grabbed my fingers and began to kiss them softly, his strong jawline and the sharp brow bridge cast a shadow over his eyes, his slick nose that stood above a neatly trimmed beard and full pillowed lips.

I knew why he was concerned, I wasn't the cuddling type "I just feel cold and kind of empty" I whispered looking into his eyes, I could make out the shape and some of the emerald colours in the pitch-black room.

He placed his feet against mine with his head on my head "ok, ok, sleep now" he took a deep breath in as I closed my eyes but this feeling of emptiness kept creeping around my insides, making me feel hollow when an involuntary wail flowed through my body "babe…" he whispered, I wiggled against him before turning I let out another wail and then turned my back to him, he wrapped his arms around me.

"Would it be weird if you stuck your fingers into me?" I asked it so delicately as if my words were a curse.

It was still for a moment until he found the hem of the boxer I was wearing, swiftly removed them before his rough callused hand felt up my legs and settled between them, he found my folds and parted them slowly before rubbing his fingers against my bundle of nerve, I gasped and shiver against his hand, he then moved his finger along my lips with one stroke before slipping into my centre, the warm tingling feeling sparked in my tummy and as let out a clear moan of satisfaction; he let out a relieved breath as he body relaxes against mine.

But the feeling lasted for a good five minutes before my body was back to fighting with itself "babe…" he growled into my ear.

"Just slip it in, please…" I pleaded as his finger fell out of me, again there were silences until I felt his hand part my legs and a warm heavy rob was placed on my inner thigh.

I bit my lip in anticipation, I grabbed the sheets between my fingers and crushed them, I felt him rub his dick against my folds before slowly but firmly pushing into me, I huffed as the feeling of being filled took over my insides, I shivered, the need to be filled wasn't sexual or sensual, I didn't need him to thrust me into the mattress or to pull my hair or lick my nipples, I just needed to feel him near, to feel him in me, to be connected to him; to feel the intimacy that was been developing these last five years, just know he was there.

"Better?" He whispered into my hair as I nodded, grabbing his arm and wrapping it around my waist.

"Much" I commented before we both fell asleep.

The sound of the sparrow nest above us came chirping through the quiet room, along with the ticking of claws on the wooden floor below, Shawn still had his arms around my waist and growing member in me, I gasped the feeling until I felt being removed and I knew what was come next, my insides twisted as the man behind me thrust his length back into drooling hole, first the soft meat mushed against my insides but he pulled out once more and thrust deep as the hard rob hit against that one spot; I grabbed the sheets as he moved our bodies with him towering over me and he was more than half my height and weight.

With a stiff growl, he pulled out before thrusting back into me, my head buried in the pillow, biting down on fabric as he pushed my legs apart before moving his hips in a low dip rolling motion, his growl could be heard bouncing around the room. I began rotating my waist every time he pulled out, giving his head a sensual massage, he stopped with his tip in my pussy while his breath caressed my back before his teeth sunk into my skin, he pressed my lower back into the mattress holding me in place and he pounded his meat into me with deep hard strokes:

"Fuck" he growled every time our bodies met, the slapping sound along with gushing.

"Deeper" I whispered as I reached for the wooden pillar of the headboard, he pulled all the way out before slamming back into me and letting out a loud yelp.

My body began to shake uncontrollably as obscene purrs erupted from my mouth, as my pussy began spasms around his dick but he kept pounding my poor hole then his hands grabbed the headboard and used it as leverage before grinding into me:

"Take it" he growled into my ear as I nodded as I whimpered.

I cum all over his dick while I let go of my headboard as my body just couldn't stop squirming, short bursts exploded into the pit of my stomach and I felt like was gonna pee "Shawn, wait" I pleaded but he kept pounding that special button.

"Fuck, lass, you are sucking me in" I loved the sounds that were coming from his mouth, it was the thing that pushed me over the edge.

It felt like his dick punctured the sweet pleasure button which released a gush of liquid, he pulled out as I become a shaking, murmuring mess, I laid with my head against the cold sheets while my sweat coated the bed beneath me but I had no time to rest when Shawn flipped my over and began nibble on my nipple while the other was being attended to be his rough fingers, I exhale which came out as soft whimpers as I thrust my fingers in his red hair which was darkened by sweat; he bite my nipple making my gasp before he took it into his mouth sucking it so softly, making his jaw work against the flesh of my breast as he moved to the other.

He moved down my body, biting, licking and sucking anything he could but as he got to my hip, he sunk his teeth into my hip bone which made me jerk against his mouth, his eyes found mine, he winked before licking his mark soundly, he moved back up my body as our lips locked and his tongue invaded my mouth, I bit down on it before sucking on his lips which made him moan into my mouth; I placed my hands onto his jawline but he grabbed hands and placed them either side of my head.

He kissed me deeply again as I nibbled on my bottom lips as I gasped, he looked down at me with those emerald gems, released his hand and thrust mine into his hair and grabbed it which made him roll his eyes, he began to slide his rod up and down my overstimulated clit, I hissed as a burst of tinglings made me shiver which made my legs go wild; he pinned my left leg down before sliding into my pussy, he placed my hand on his lower back as he began to roll his thrust just the way I like it.

His body was hard against mine, sweat coated our bodies while my nails dig into his back, he pulled my leg onto his back, opening a new sensation that made me moan and wail in a way I couldn't explain, this man always took me to the great lengths of the intimacy with the smallest gesture:

"Slower" I whimpered with my head buried into his neck, he slowed down but amped up the tension as I bit my bottom lip.

He growled in my ear "fuck, you feel so good, baby" he thrust deeper into my core which caused the spasms to erupted in the pit of my stomach, I moaned out his name while my legs shook and my wetness pour-over asshole which caused me to shiver again "again" he smirked as I play hit his shoulder as he picked me up, he slipped out of me then placed me on his lap with his member sandwich between us.

"Shut up" I giggled as he kissed down my neck before taking my earlobe in between his teeth "gosh, you are still hard" I whispered as he hummed in my ear as I shivered against him, I moved my hand between us to touch it but he stopped me.

"No, not there lass" he growled as he picked me up bridal style, moving to my read chair and placing me on his lap but turning me so I faced away "lift" he moved his hands against my ass to lift it.

I leaned forward, giving him a view of my ass, he growled before slapping my ass, I moaned as I felt his teeth sink into one of my cheeks as I shook my ass against his face, he slapped my pussy which caused a ping to touch my core and my stomach twist as he pulled me down onto his hard dick which made me smile, biting my bottom lip; I began to twerk on his dick but the rhythm was off because how sensitive my pussy was, I shiver each time we made contact, he leaned back enjoying the view I was illustrating.

His hand grabbed my hip, slamming me down on his dick as I let my head fall forward and I began to bounce on his dick, his growls grew louder and louder while his dick began to twitch in between my folds and I knew he was close, his finger dug deep into the skin of my hip as yelps fell from my lips while I tried to keep from cumming again but his thrust animalistic and the sounds he was making was that of a wild animal; I held onto the armchair as he basically bounced on his dick in the air:

He bit my neck before sucking onto it "oh baby, I am gonna cum" he growled into my ear.

I gasped for air "come on, baby, cum for me" my words came out like a desperate grasp for air "please, baby, I need it" he bit into my shoulder growling at my words "please, cum, it's so deep" I pleaded as he pushed me off his dick onto the floor before shoving deep into me, I saw stars as I shook on his dick, leaking and vibrating like a faucet as I cum again on his dick.

He growls before thrusting deeply into me as he cum deep in my pussy which only made me cum again after a short pause he began to thrust lazily onto my pussy as my head laid against the cold floor, I was spent when he slipped out of me and fell next to me on his back; I looked at him and giggled as he flicked my ear.

A comfortable silence settled between us when suddenly Shawn cursed "Fuck, I am gonna be late" he jumped to his feet while just laid on the floor.

I heard him shuffle around as I fell into a light sleep against the soothing floor when suddenly I lifted him off the ground and carried him to the bathroom and set him in a warm bath, he kissed my forehead as I whispered "I love you" as he chuckled.

He moved to leave before stopping at the door "I love you too and remember I own you one" he said as I nodded as he disappeared behind the room divider.

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