He left me because I didn't let him take my virginity that night. The next day I saw him with another woman. For sure, whoever that virl is she agreed to have that asshole inside of her.
But, I won't let anyone step on my dignity like that.
'A slap in my face, huh?'
I'm not a petty woman. I will not be dumped. I will be the one who will dump him.
'Pak!'
I slapped him in front of his girl, real hard.
"This time, I will not say sorry. You're such a playboy, jerk! We're done."
I said then turn attention to his girl and her real hard.
'Pak!'
I might look strong but this is just my petty façade.
"You think you're attractive? Come on, think again! I will find someone more deserving than you!"
I may look like a fool crying for him now, I know there's someone out there who is more deserving of my love.
If his dream is to taste every woman on the planet, then go.
But if that stupid girl got pregnant, then sorry for her stupidity.
'STUPID! If he's that handsome for you then built his statue in your room and stare at it all night.'
Bitter.
"Another margarita, please."
From this day on I will never cry for that jerk.
"Stop crying here in the club over your jerk ex, girl. There's so many fish in the ocean, he's not a loss."
And that's Luna, my bestfriend. She's your normal kind-hearted bitch.
I guess she's done with me wimping like a kid for the past 3 days and just wants to help me forget my stupidity.
She invited me to the club, and I think that's a great idea.
On the way, she texted me that there's a lot of handsome men. She arrived early at the bar to check things out.
She texted that there's a lot who has a perfect body and she thinks perfectly matched for me.
But, I don't care.
If I will not see a MAN who is worthy, it's totally fine.
Self-love is all I want right now and not to find a replacement. I don't want to risk my chance of finding someone and the catch is he's much worse than my ex.
The club may be packed with beautiful faces but I'm saying 'NO' to a charmer. I'm gonna reserve my yes to a gentleman, even if he's not my ideal type as long as he captivated my heart.
I'm the type of girl who would rather read a book than go to a club, but knowing my bestfriend I have no right to say 'no'. Funny right? But I love her.
Luna always invites me to clubs even though it's not my forte. It sucks but, I don't trust anyone here.
The dance floor is full of drunk dancing people that sway like penguins or perhaps zombies.
'Where on the Earth is Luna. Don't tell me she's attracted to 'charmers'. I hope not.'
"Zeleia!"
Here comes the devil.
I face the source of the voice then I saw her. She and that little black dress of hers make her stand out in the swaying lights of the club.
"You didn't catch Raph. It's a pity."
"You know I didn't go here for that, Luna. I came here to drink and forget that stupid idiot, you know who."
"Two lady's drinks, please." - Luna to the bartender
"Come on, Z. This night is for you girl, don't waste it for someone who is not deserving. There's a lot who is so much better than him out there."
Moments later, he immediately handed us two wines.
"Thank you."
"Cheers." "Cheers."
"There's a lot of men in the world, girl. And I don't want to see you being stupid over a playboy. I want you to have fun. We're still young so enjoy the life."
"And who said I will be a fool for him? He's better off dead! I won't cry anymore because of him."
I drank what Luna ordered, bottoms-up.
"That's my bestfriend! You're better off without him. He doesn't deserve you."
"I have no intention of being stupid over a man whose dream is to taste different cuisines. It's good that I knew early. If I'm one of his victims, my life will definitely be ruined."
"That's right! You don't deserve to cry, chins up. Smile and be a happy girl. Come on, let's dance."
I don't want to join her because I can already feel the alcohol in my system but she's Luna, she won't take 'no'. She grabbed and dragged me to the dance floor.
The music is already loud and there are still people who are shouting.
I watched as Luna dance telling me to do what she is doing. Wanting to be consumed by the moment, I found myself raising both my hands and jumping for joy just like her.
We laugh like crazy when I tried to sway my body like her. We are having the best time of our lives.
"That's right! Just forget about that idiot and have fun."
I'm really thankful for Luna. We continued dancing and we don't care if we look crazy. We're enjoying just like what everybody does.
While I'm dancing, I saw someone staring at me. I stopped to stare back at him. I don't know what's with the stare but I know he's up to something.
"What's wrong?"
"Nothing. I'll just go to the restroom. Don't go anywhere, I don't know this place. I'll be back." She just nodded.
The man is gone.
The club is full of couples making out on every side of the club.
When I reach the restroom, I heard someone moaning.
'My God, this is not a motel. Get a room, guys.'
I covered my ears so I won't hear them. I was about to get out when three men blocked my path.
They look like bodyguards, wearing black long sleeves and earpieces. I don't know what's going to happen but I don't feel good.
"Excuse me." I tried to get around them but one man spoke.
"Yes, Sir. What should we do to her?"
'Her? Are they talking about me?'
"Copy, Sir. Go get her."
"What? What are you going to do with me?"
I was about to run back to the restroom when one of them is already behind me.
"Sorry, ma'am. We're just following orders. We will not do anything. We're just commanded to bring you to the mansion."
'Mansion? What are you talking about?'
With that, a handkerchief covered my nose and lips. He injected something with a syringed in my neck.
'Luna!'
I want to scream but I can't.
And then blackout.He left me because I didn't let him take my virginity that night. The next day I saw him with another woman. For sure, whoever that virl is she agreed to have that asshole inside of her.
But, I won't let anyone step on my dignity like that.
'A slap in my face, huh?'
I'm not a petty woman. I will not be dumped. I will be the one who will dump him.
'Pak!'
I slapped him in front of his girl, real hard.
"This time, I will not say sorry. You're such a playboy, jerk! We're done."
I said then turn attention to his girl and her real hard.
'Pak!'
I might look strong but this is just my petty façade.
"You think you're attractive? Come on, think again! I will find someone more deserving than you!"
I may look like a fool crying for him now, I know there's someone out there who is more deserving of my love.
If his dream is to taste every woman on the planet, then go.
But if that stupid girl got pregnant, then sorry for her stupidity.
'STUPID! If he's that handsome for you then built his statue in your room and stare at it all night.'
Bitter.
"Another margarita, please."
From this day on I will never cry for that jerk.
"Stop crying here in the club over your jerk ex, girl. There's so many fish in the ocean, he's not a loss."
And that's Luna, my bestfriend. She's your normal kind-hearted bitch.
I guess she's done with me wimping like a kid for the past 3 days and just wants to help me forget my stupidity.
She invited me to the club, and I think that's a great idea.
On the way, she texted me that there's a lot of handsome men. She arrived early at the bar to check things out.
She texted that there's a lot who has a perfect body and she thinks perfectly matched for me.
But, I don't care.
If I will not see a MAN who is worthy, it's totally fine.
Self-love is all I want right now and not to find a replacement. I don't want to risk my chance of finding someone and the catch is he's much worse than my ex.
The club may be packed with beautiful faces but I'm saying 'NO' to a charmer. I'm gonna reserve my yes to a gentleman, even if he's not my ideal type as long as he captivated my heart.
I'm the type of girl who would rather read a book than go to a club, but knowing my bestfriend I have no right to say 'no'. Funny right? But I love her.
Luna always invites me to clubs even though it's not my forte. It sucks but, I don't trust anyone here.
The dance floor is full of drunk dancing people that sway like penguins or perhaps zombies.
'Where on the Earth is Luna. Don't tell me she's attracted to 'charmers'. I hope not.'
"Zeleia!"
Here comes the devil.
I face the source of the voice then I saw her. She and that little black dress of hers make her stand out in the swaying lights of the club.
"You didn't catch Raph. It's a pity."
"You know I didn't go here for that, Luna. I came here to drink and forget that stupid idiot, you know who."
"Two lady's drinks, please." - Luna to the bartender
"Come on, Z. This night is for you girl, don't waste it for someone who is not deserving. There's a lot who is so much better than him out there."
Moments later, he immediately handed us two wines.
"Thank you."
"Cheers." "Cheers."
"There's a lot of men in the world, girl. And I don't want to see you being stupid over a playboy. I want you to have fun. We're still young so enjoy the life."
"And who said I will be a fool for him? He's better off dead! I won't cry anymore because of him."
I drank what Luna ordered, bottoms-up.
"That's my bestfriend! You're better off without him. He doesn't deserve you."
"I have no intention of being stupid over a man whose dream is to taste different cuisines. It's good that I knew early. If I'm one of his victims, my life will definitely be ruined."
"That's right! You don't deserve to cry, chins up. Smile and be a happy girl. Come on, let's dance."
I don't want to join her because I can already feel the alcohol in my system but she's Luna, she won't take 'no'. She grabbed and dragged me to the dance floor.
The music is already loud and there are still people who are shouting.
I watched as Luna dance telling me to do what she is doing. Wanting to be consumed by the moment, I found myself raising both my hands and jumping for joy just like her.
We laugh like crazy when I tried to sway my body like her. We are having the best time of our lives.
"That's right! Just forget about that idiot and have fun."
I'm really thankful for Luna. We continued dancing and we don't care if we look crazy. We're enjoying just like what everybody does.
While I'm dancing, I saw someone staring at me. I stopped to stare back at him. I don't know what's with the stare but I know he's up to something.
"What's wrong?"
"Nothing. I'll just go to the restroom. Don't go anywhere, I don't know this place. I'll be back." She just nodded.
The man is gone.
The club is full of couples making out on every side of the club.
When I reach the restroom, I heard someone moaning.
'My God, this is not a motel. Get a room, guys.'
I covered my ears so I won't hear them. I was about to get out when three men blocked my path.
They look like bodyguards, wearing black long sleeves and earpieces. I don't know what's going to happen but I don't feel good.
"Excuse me." I tried to get around them but one man spoke.
"Yes, Sir. What should we do to her?"
'Her? Are they talking about me?'
"Copy, Sir. Go get her."
"What? What are you going to do with me?"
I was about to run back to the restroom when one of them is already behind me.
"Sorry, ma'am. We're just following orders. We will not do anything. We're just commanded to bring you to the mansion."
'Mansion? What are you talking about?'
With that, a handkerchief covered my nose and lips. He injected something with a syringed in my neck.
'Luna!'
I want to scream but I can't.
And then blackout.
