Dear Alexis

When there is trust, profound love is flawless they say, I do not know why I turned this to an habit, but for some reason your love wants to make me memorialize every minute with you in my life..

I can’t say that our relationship is hundred percent genuine, but my deep admiration for you is genuine. I’ve never believed in love, but I have faith in the instant you said “Louisa, I love you”. My heart skipped a bit, and the world came to a halt. I’m not sure if I understood what you meant when you said I love you but I believed in you. Even if you are far away, you seem very close to me, I guess that is because I have given you a home in my heart.

I know school might be a bit harsh and you might want to give up, I urge you to push through with your head up. Smiles, remember the nick we gave you when we were younger 'The juror" that is what you are and until you become that we continue to push.

You miss me? Of course I know and I miss you more, I know you miss me much more than I do, but we are in a phase we both need to work so we have provide a good life for our kids, to be honest , at times my heart weakens and yearns for you, for your warm hand around me and your soul suiting smiles that can captivate even the devil's heart.

It's so funny Alexis how I am sitting on my writing desk and penning this down, when I am fully aware I won't send them to you.lol , some might call me a fool , but I call it a means of connecting to my beloved.

Yes work has been really hectic and my voice gets lighter and weaker by the day, don't worry dear, I am absolutely fine.lol yes, my boss is definitely still a pain in the ass and an absolute jerk.

I forgot to ask, Did you like the packs of shirt and sneakers I sent you? I can currently picture your face beaming and your cheeks getting flushed.

No Alexis don’t go about your regular complaints “Louisa how do I repay your kindness” you love me and that is enough!

I would hold your hand and walk with you through the thorns and storms of life, you are my biggest source of strength and for you I will keep fighting.

This is my 25th letter to you, although you are not aware of all the letters I’ve been writing. I pledge to show you all of the letters I’ve been inscribing, on the night of our wedding, to show you how deeply I have grown to cherish you and choose you to be mine.

I cannot wait for you return and make a family with you ,with love from your heart.

Louisa Evans

6:30am

23rd of August 2020.