Today is the day I will visit Josh in his apartment. Josh Sebastian is my boyfriend since high school. I am in the third year of college in the nursing course while Josh is in the fourth year in the Engineering course.
I was so excited because today is our fifth anniversary in a relationship and today I will also answer his long question.
When he proposed to me last year, I rejected him. Not for the reason, I don't love him. God knows how much I love him. I rejected him because I am not ready yet to be his wife. And I promised my grandmother that I will finish first my college before marrying.
I know I hurt him when I rejected him. But after all, he accepted my reasons and he said if I am ready to accept his proposal even if it takes a month he will wait. And if I am ready I can wear the ring he prepared when he proposed.
And today I wear the ring. I am ready to tie a knot with him. I love him and I can't live without him. He is my life. Without him, I'll be lost. And my grandmother agreed when I told her I will going to accept Josh's proposal.
I am in our favorite cake shop and I was busy choosing the cake for my boyfriend, I want to surprise him when someone grabs my arms.
"Hey! What are you do-."
I was shocked and can't continue what I'm gonna say when I saw a man grabbing my arm. A man with sharp yet beautiful eyes.
"Who are you?"
Frankly speaking, I don't know who's this man.
"Sorry. I mistook you for someone else," he said in a baritone voice and let go of my arm.
That hurt a little bit. I tried to ease the pain.
"Whatever!"
I didn't look at him anymore and I kept choosing a cake. But I couldn't concentrate because someone was staring at me and my suspicion was correct.
The man who gripped my arm earlier with beautiful eyes looking at me. And it makes me uncomfortable and a little bit irritated. How dare him!
I face him. "Did you know that staring is rude, mister?"
"I know but I can't help it. You are very beautiful. I don't know why I can't take my eyes off of you," I saw him sighed.
I know my face is red. Who wouldn't be blush if someone telling you, you are beautiful? Definitely, that's me.
"Stop staring at me!" I sighed angrily just to cover my blushing face.
He still didn't stop staring at me so I fastened to choose the cake. I want to leave and get away from this man, from his stare.
"Do you have a boyfriend?"
What is this man! I don't know him and he asks for personal information.
"Yeah," I answer with a low tone.
"Lucky guy," he said and suddenly left the shop.
I find him weird but never mind.
When I finished choosing the cake and the attendant give it to me, I immediately left the shop and got in my car. I'm so excited and I know Josh will love it. He still loves cake.
It was also a few minutes before I arrived at his apartment. He is gone now because he still has work to do. Fortunately, he gave me duplicate keys to his apartment so I was free to go and enter here.
The quiet living room greeted me. It's always like this when I come here. It would be better not to have him so I can cook and clean the apartment.
As I passed the sofa my eyes narrowed at what I saw.
"Why are there panties here?"
I never leave my panties when I take a bath here because I'm ashamed of Josh. And I'm sure it's not mine.
"Oh Josh, harder baby."
I heard growls and moans from above. I suddenly let go of the panty and shivered as I climbed the stairs.
I didn't want to cry because I know my boyfriend loves me and he will not cheat on me. What I heard was playing in my ears. It can't be him. He can't do this to me. Josh loves me. I know and I believe him. I believe in his love.
"Fuck! Natasha!"
It's Josh's voice! It can't be! Natasha? No! No! Not my step--
"Am I better than my step-sister? That boring and dumb Jenny?"
I was standing outside the door when I heard my name. It's confirmed! That's my sister. I cried in silence as my chest tightened.
Why? Why did they do this to me!
"Nothing happened to us. Even if I try a few times, your sister doesn't want to give me what I want. What makes me happy. Even I tried to kiss her, she always finds a reason to escape. And that's what makes me frustrate even more."
"When are you going to break up with her? Baby, I don't want to share you with anyone especially that boring sister of mine!"
"Just a little patience baby and I know it will be soon. She will marry me and you will succeed."
"But, I hate her even more especially our grandmother likes you for her. What if grandma interferes with the marriage?"
"Baby, I'm not going to give her a real marriage. You know it's fake. I won't marry her because I only want you. And besides, it was your plan and this is the only chance."
"What else can I say?"
"Nothing except moan my name, baby."
I can no longer afford to listen outside the door while they are having fun!
I wiped away my tears. Josh doesn't deserve my tears.
I immediately opened the door and kicked it hard.
The two naked on the bed were even surprised.
"Surprised?"
"J-jenny b-babe." Josh immediately stood up as he tries to approach me even though he was naked. "It is not what you think babe."
"Really? What do you think should I think of your situation now?"
I avoided my eyes at his naked body and look at my sister. No, she's not my sister. She was just another man's daughter!
"What? You can see we're busy. You really came in."
Damn this woman! There is even an appetite to get angry.
"Come here, baby. Let's continue with what we doing. Let that stupid woman go," she called Josh but the man did not listen. "Baby."
"Please Jenny, let me explain."
"Don't touch me!"
I'm trying to calm myself even though I want to beat him to death.
"I don't want to be infected with my sister's flirtation virus."
I immediately backed away because I hate his hold.
"I've seen and heard Josh. I love you so much to the point that I wore this ring," I show him my finger.
"You wear the ring," he said softly. His eyes held happiness.
I let out a sarcastic smile.
