"Damn it!" Regina cursed for the millionth time. Her face scrunched. She looked at the mirror and almost wanted to smash it.

"Darn it! Dang it! I wanna kill" she yelled.

"Heavens, why me? Why me?" she cried out and a year slid down her right eye.

She wasn't dumped by anyone nor did someone betray her. She wasn't beat up or r*ped either.

She didn't lose something precious like a heirloom nor was she even on her period. So what is making our baby Regina this mad?

"Why me heavens" she cried out louder and hit a desk. She suddenly brought her right hand. To her hair and scratched.

Scratch, scratch, scratch, scratch, scratch! It felt so sweet and annoying to scratch her beautiful scalp. Then the other thing she dreaded came.

"Ahhh, ahhh, ow...ahhh...this is so...ahhh...my gosh! Oh my... Dang it" Regina has never cursed this much in her entire life. In fact, she was against it and literally frowns whenever she hears someone curse; it irritates her very being!

What's her dreaded nightmare?

Regina patted her butt with her left hand but it didn't suffice; it was like a drop of water put into the ocean.

Having no other choice, she has to do it. Yeah she literally has to scratch her butt and her scalp at the same time.

"A horror movie isn't this scary. Dang it...ahhh...this week is the worst week since I left Mama's womb. Why did I even survive?" Regina

was comparing herself to still borns and miscarried babies. At least, they don't get to experience this torture she's going through. Her life seemed ruined. How was she going to meet the girls at the pool party 2 days later? Her sexy swimsuit would just lie there wasted! She currently even eat what she liked-no fanta, no coke, no milk, no sugary food, no cake and so many things! Just yesterday she saw someone carrying a chilled bottle of coke and fanta. Today she saw delicious cake being eaten by a dating couple and her neighbor's cat was drinking milk like there was no tomorrow, sipping it so elegantly. Ahh why did heavens have to be so unfair? What did they see in her? She's just a peaceful, young, average faced lady struggling to survive without parents. Yeah she's an orphan. But now's not the time to recieve condolences for her condition. Right now, she just wanted to find a bridge to die. But how would she even get to the bridge, without scratching and earning looks from others?

She wasn't a dirty person, she cleaned properly every time but how did she end up like this? She tried to remember what she's experience in the past few days and shook her head. It must be that pie she bought. If she wasn't so famished and nothing edible to buy that day she wouldn't have eaten it but look where it landed her now.

"If I ever survive this, that vendor is going down. I will...dang it! Ahhh" Regina cried out in frustration.