October, 5, at this time of night I was at our house, from Christine, because she was there.
Im so tired and annoyed to come home to our house, it because of Angelo, and all of my friends.
Because, All of my friends, "convince me to answere Angelo na," spicially trisia, but I don't want it because Angelo is not my type and I don't want to go relationship yet.
I went up to my room after we talked with my parents. To be able to rest well if tired body.
Hay ........ yah. I stretched my body once lying on my bed.
Just a few moments later, drowsiness visited me immediately, because I was probably tired.
In my dream.
Hey you? whats the problem ba? angry when I told the man in my dream after he hit me in the hall way of a mall.
Me? he answered me in astonishment.
Yes you? Is there anything else I want to talk about here? furious if you question him.
He didn't move and just looked at me as if surprised.
You know that scolding, I taught him.
If you have a problem, say so, you won't be the one to crash. I was so annoyed when I said to him.
I'm sorry miss, I didn't mean to, when he apologized to me.
I'm sorry, .. I'm sorry it's just like that, I'm sorry, I'm annoyed if I answer him while other people passing by in the hallway of the mall are watching.
Im sorry miss, I didn't notice you, then there are so many people here in the mall ohh. He explained to me.
Hrrrrr ... disgusted if I answer him as I watch the people around us leave at the same time.
I just woke up to the force of mommy's knock on the door. Its allready 11:00 o'clock at noon.
When I woke up I was out of breath, hayss .. it was just a dream.
Joyce woke up there. mommy calls me.
Your friends are here, you're supposed to go to the mall, he added.
Ok ma'am, I don't feel like answering,
Hurry up there, they've been here before.
I stopped talking to mommy, and got dressed easily.
Hi Joyce, Angelo greeted me when he saw me.
I just stared at him and headed to my friends.
I'm sorry guys, I woke up at noon, because my impatience is bad, I apologize to them
Its ok, Aika said
So ,,, lets go, Trisia will take care of us.
Ok lets go. I reply to them.
Mom, Dad, Im leavingú
Ok be careful. mommy replied.
I am known as a rugged and artistic woman by my friends and other people, it is because of my grand mother, she is said to have inherited me.
My friends said it was as if someone had changed me, because I was very quiet that day.
During the whole afternoon that we were together, they only heard me speak a few times. and I also don't say that I'm naughty. Because every time we go out or be together, I'm always frustrated and I'm often very naughty.
I can't forget what I had dreamed in my mind anymore, and I'm super wondering why I dreamed like that ?, as if someone meant or wanted to convey my dream to me.
It was late at night when I went home, and was too tired to sit on the edge of our sufa to get some rest.
I just fell asleep for a while, and he went through my dream again.
He said I was very angry with him then, and shouted unkind words while crying, it seemed like they were communicating separately, I don't know if it was me or him who was communicating separately as long as I was angry.
It's not very clear where, and the voices coming out of their mouths, but I know if they're fighting and exchanging bad words.
I just woke up not to feel if someone was tapping on my cheek
Mommy, I said as I opened my eyes.
Go to your room son, and take a deep breath, you look tired from your outing.
Ok mom .. good night, I kissed his cheek at the same time.
As I was climbing the stairs, suddenly a memory came to my mind so I stopped in my tracks and held my head.
This is a continuation of my dream a while ago, but it's weird now because I can clearly see and hear the two of them exchanging bad words, with every word the man utters I feel pain in my chest as if I can't afford it. accept every word she utters, and with every word the woman utters I am even more hurt because I feel it is against my will which is the reason for me to cry at my position.
Mommy noticed me and she also noticed I had tears in the corner of my eyes, she immediately approached me and asked if I was ok.
Im ok mom, dont worry. I answered him as I wiped with my hand the tears I had been preventing from coming out, but they came out voluntarily because of the pain I felt when I saw in my mind the memory of two people exchanging hurtful words. and the separation of the two.
Did something bad happen before? mommy asks me.
No mom, I answered her.
The real Joyce?
No mom promise, I answered while trying to hold back the tears that were coming out earlier ..
Oh eh why are you crying? if nothing else?
I don't know mommy .. I answered her and hugged her at the same time because I feel like I'm going to give in to the pain I'm feeling.
Son, mommy is here ehh, can you tell me, Ok, when she calms me down while calming me down ..
I don't really know mommy, why I'm hurting like this, I don't really know mommy .. I answered while crying while hugging mommy ..
Mommy calms my mood but I can't seem to shake the pain I'm feeling caused by the separation of the two of us from their memories. I still look like you in that memory so maybe it was just that painful, and I didn't know who the man was with me there.
When it was ok, I knew mommy again and thanked her for being so kind to me. I immediately went to my room to rest as well ..
When I entered my room I looked at it first and gasped before I went to my bed and lay down, the memory of those two people could not be erased from my mind so I asked myself who they really were. they, and why am I the woman there. I shook and calmed my heart and sighed, Hays, I hope I don't dream about that again, I said to myself.
Before I went to sleep I picked up my cellphone and played music to calm myself.
