Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance.

　　I closed my bible after reading the verse. I was on the verge of giving up love. Why am I so unlucky when it comes to love? It’s like I'm under a curse.

　　I don’t remember doing bad things to people for me to get this kind of punishment.

　　All I wanted is to love and be loved. Is that so hard to asked?! Why with other people, it seems like it’s so easy to find love?! But why am I finding it so hard to have?! Don’t I deserve to have my own happy ending?!?

　　Is this really my destiny, to live alone for the rest of my life? Should I give up on love?

　　But the bible says love never gives up. Am I an exemption? Do I have to give it up?

　　I pulled my hair because I don’t know what to think or do anymore. Why am I experiencing all these things?!

　　What sin did I commit on Asher for him to do this to me?! I understand why Haisley did it because she didn’t know what really happened. She didn’t know that I am not aware that she is Ace’s girlfriend because I don’t even know that he had a girlfriend.

　　Ace courted me. So why will I think that he has a girlfriend right?

　　What did he tell her about me, about our relationship?

　　Did Ace tell her that I seduce him? That I'm trying to snatch him from her? Is that why she is so angry with me for her to plan a revenge?

　　If she only knew how hurt I was when I found out the truth about her and Ace. I didn’t confront Ace at that time. I was trying to protect Haisley because I don’t want her to get hurt.

　　Obviously it’s only his fault. He's a cheating jerk! He should be thankful that I did not make a scene when Haisley introduced herself as his girlfriend.

　　Like hello? As far as I know he is my boyfriend and I'm the girlfriend. So how the hell did you become his girlfriend? — that's what I wanted to tell her when she introduced herself to me at that time. But I chose to kept quiet and just let Ace go because obviously, he is a cheater! And he made me a mistress!!!

　　Mistress again?! Why am I so unlucky?

　　The first three guys that I loved are all jerk! They are all cheaters! And what pains me more is that they made me a mistress! I am not even aware of it!

　　Then finally I was able to find a guy who is not taken, but he just made me a fool! He made me believe that he loves me so that I will fall for him. And after he succeeded, he dumped me!

　　What wrong have I done? I just genuinely love them. The moment I found out that they are taken and that they made me a mistress, I let them go. I did not chase them nor fight for them.

　　Why am I getting this kind of karma? I am the one who got cheated! I was the one who is hurt, but they still want to get revenge on me!

　　Asher I love you so much, more than anyone else. But why did you do that to me? Why did you hurt me?

　　Am I really nothing on you? What about the times we’ve spent together? Didn’t you considered those things? Did you even love me?

　　My tears fell down again.

　　Isn’t obvious Elyse? What kind of stupid question is that?! Of course, he didn’t love you! He just made you believe that he is for him to hurt you! He did that to get revenge for her cousin!

　　I want to forget everything and to start again. I don’t want to leave the Philippines but I have to.

　　I received so many pains from this country. Also, I received too much humiliation, I don’t have a face to show to them.

　　I was wrecked.