Zoella’s POV

If I could go back in time I would choose not to meet you again.

My phone buzzed as I jumped out of bed to see who it was that would call by this time. It was two in the morning. I removed my blindfold to see the name clearly. It was Alex.

I picked the call and I knew what I was gonna hear from him this time. It has always been the same answer. He won't be coming over.

I dropped the phone the moment he ended the call. I went back under the blanket and the thought of Alex made me remember Chloe and the situation she was In. Tears stream down my face as I could recall the Incident that had happened three years ago. My twin sister had been in coma for three years because of me.

I turned off my night light and set the alarm clock to 6; 30. At least I should be early to go to the hospital to check on Chloe.

Not too long I heard my phone shimmed... was it 6 already? No! - Well, it has interrupted my sleep. I got up to check the messages that popped on my phone. It was from the doctor so that means Chloe has responded?

I removed the blanket and checked the time and it was 5; 22 am. Wow that was quick. I went to freshen up and waited till 6; 30 before I head out of my apartment.

I remembered that day but not clearly but all I knew was I caused Chloe's accident and I felt sorry for what I did. I knew the moment she finds out that I was the reason she was on that bed... she will definitely end my life.

The moment I got to the hospital, it just came back in flashes; it was a just like kaleidoscope of memories of when we were little... I saw a man pointing gun at a dart board getting all the shot he shoots. He placed the gun in my hand and also Chloe's and told us not to miss any of the shot we were gonna shoot to the dart board.

He was hash... he was in a hurry. He wanted us to learn how to handle the gun so quickly. I still couldn't figure out whom that man was or why he would give guns to six years old children to handle. I could see a big mansion with many bodyguards. Chloe hands were shaking while pointing the gun at the dart board; I looked at her as tears ran down my cheeks... we were just six. I looked at the dart board as I raised my hand to shoot first so I could save Chloe from being beaten but I missed...

I knew he was going to hit me and I was happy I could save my sister from getting hit first. I got up with bruise on my body. He was trying so hard to let us master the gun but funny thing was I couldn't remember who he was or I don't know if I have seen him before; it was as if we were taken as hostages but why were we the only children in that mansion?

Everything was fading away and the image of us when we were little was also getting blurry, I tried so hard to figure out whom that man was but the image disappeared and it gave me this headache. "Miss." I heard as I opened my eyes. I looked at the room. The hospital; When did I get here?

I sat upright and looked at the doctor. "Are you okay?" He asked.

"Yes, I am okay... what happened, why am I on the bed?" I was confused ... Was that all a dream? I touched my head again.

"You passed out... one of our nurses saw you and brought you in." He smiled "How Is your head?"

"The pain will subside... I will be fine." The doctor turns to leave. "Wait!" I stopped him before he could open the door. "Do you know Chloe... Chloe Calabatti? She is a patient in this Hospital."

"And you are?" He asked curiously.

"Her sister... I'm Zoella Calabatti... I've been her guardian for the past three years and I got a call from doctor Joe this morning... that's why I am here."

"I will get back to you. Let me meet with the doctor under her care." He headed out. I took out my phone and dialed Eva's number. My best friend has been supportive since day one. It's strange that I haven't heard from my parents since Chloe's accident. Eva picked the phone and told me that she will be there in a few.

The doctor entered and asked me to come with him to see my sister. I followed him into Chloe's ward. She was pitiful in the condition she was. She was paled. I took a deep breath and sat next to her... what have I done? I held her hand. My heart couldn't take it the way she was under the oxygen tube. She has been there for too long... I could remember the accident but not clearly. What happened that night? What am I missing?

I raised my head the moment I heard Eva's voice. I hugged her immediately. She could see my swollen eye. "You know you can't keep on blaming yourself for what happened."

I moved away from her and went back to sit beside Chloe. "Who else would I blame If not myself? I mean... I am dating her boyfriend and took everything from her."

Eva sat beside me "You don't even know the complete story of what happened that night... I don't think you should be blaming yourself."

My phone shimmed... it was my boss. I opened the message and read what she sent. I looked at Eva. "It's Frankie...she wants me to be at work by six... we have a special delivery."

I picked up my bag and head to the doctor's office... I had to see him before I left for work... I needed to talk about Chloe's condition. He'd told me that she has been responding to treatment and that made me happy. I just couldn't wait for Chloe to wake up. Now I have to go face Frankie. I'd put Chloe under Eva's care before I left the hospital.

***

I got to Domino's and puts on my delivery uniform. I looked at Frankie. "Who am I gonna deliver this to?"

She looked at me. "The Gutierrez, They are one of the richest in the city."

"And why would they order pizza if they are fucking rich?" I looked at Frankie strangely.

"I don't wanna know but this order is coming from the second son. His name Is Ethan; I heard he is cute and will be taking over his father company very soon."

I put the pizza inside the motorcycle. "But if he is the second child and he is taken over his father's company then what about the first child... I'm sure the first child is a boy." I hopped on the motorcycle.

Frankie handed the helmet to me. "I heard the first child love fighting and he has won in many tournaments."

"Why would he do that? I mean rich people love the office." I said.

"Not all rich people and as far as Zavion is concerned... he decided to follow his passion."

I looked at her confused. "Who is Zavion?" I asked.

"He is the first son of Mr. Gutierrez and he is a player... are you even listening to what I was saying?" She continued. "In case you met him in that house... avoid him at all cost. He is scary."

I smiled. "You haven't even met him yet... you just heard stuffs."

"Just be careful and come back early... you are working on night shift."

"I know... Can I go deliver now?" I said in a hurry.

"Yes, you can." She smiled and waved as I drove off.

I got to the Gutierrez gate and stared at it for a long time. Wow, it looks like a palace. I watched as the gate opened itself and entered with my motorcycle. I was about to ring the door bell when the door opened by itself again. "Hello, I am here for your delivery." That was the first thing that came out from my mouth. I walked into the living room. I dropped the Pizza on the table and kept calling out but no one answered.

This house looks familiar... have I been here before? What's this feeling? Flashes from nowhere came and I started seeing blurry faces and was hearing someone calling out. It was not clear... nothing was clear... my head was banging... as if someone hit something on my head.